i wish i could say the amount of views and likes don't matter to me.
but that would be a lie
and i really would hate to lie to you guys.
i hate myself for it too.
i keep telling myself
"at least people are reading it"
and
"why do you even care?"
i tell everyone that those things don't matter.
i hate this so much.
society has turned me into a monster.
i am trapped inside a cage.
a cage of my own creation.
i am my own worst enemy.
it's like when i tell someone it's going to be okay,
when i know i would never let someone say that to me.
i know better.
why do i conform to these unwritten rules?
it's making me miserable
i am making myself miserable.
we are a society of hypocrites.
watch us speak one way and act another.
