No Strings Attached (Harry Styles)

Chapter Nineteen

"Harry" I moan out growing the courage of telling him just how I felt

"Oh god you feel so good" he huffs out , maybe I should wait until we are done with our sexual activities. His head was thrown back in pleasure , Harry is this amazing person that loves to much, cares to much and protects to much. I wouldn't change him for the world , the way he is, is what makes him so lovable.

"Harry I love you" I huff out unexpectedly, his actions stopping. He was motionless. I had no idea what to do.

"W-what?" He asks

"I love you" I repeat confidently

"I love you too" he kisses my lips, a wave of this new feeling warms my body.. It was outstanding , just like the guy in front of me.

"Why the sudden outburst?" He asks as my movements became unbearably fast.

"Well, I - I , can we please speak about this when were both done?" I ask he nods his head, taking ahold of my waist and rocking at an immense speed. Sending us well over the peak of our highs, to the point where we shivered and quivered.. It was more than we both had bargained for , yet it seemed to not affect us. Huffing and puffing, I managed to catch my breath well enough that I was able in answering his question.

"Harry , you make me this person I had no idea existed. When I'm with you we connect in ways nobody will truly know and I love that because no relationship I have ever shared with another human being has been like that, not even my first relationship. You make these butterflies erupt in my stomach and exhilarate my heart by just a sudden look in the eyes or just something as simple as a smile. You always know just the right things to say and how to cheer me up, when I'm down in the gutters. Your beauty , your perfectly sculpted body , your wisdom and just perfect educated words , are just the beginning of the things I love about you. It's not hard to find someone who tells you they love you, its hard to find someone who actually means it.

If I could chose between loving you and breathing I would use my last breathe to say I love you. I know I have caught you by surprise but here I am admitting to something I never thought I would feel. But the truth is I completely fell in love with you from day one and now just realizing it. I don't know what I will do when your gone , but what I do know is that When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart." I finish avoiding his piercing orbs by taking a look beyond the beautiful scenery. His hand reaches over and intertwines his large fingers in mine perfectly, molding our hands into one.

"Look at me" he demands and I quickly lift my head up , looking into those beautiful emerald orbs with the pinch of ocean blue.

"I love you too, so much in fact that its like you've became apart of me. I am so infatuated by your beauty, body , face , humor , intelligence , composure , demeanors , mannerisms and just everything you have to offer. You are so much more than you give yourself credit for, wether it be beauty , brains or just you. You have so much potential to be anyone you can dream to be, its actually outstanding. I've fallen for every aspect of you. Every nose wrinkle, every small snort after a laugh, every silly face , every laugh , every hiccup , and just everything you because you Ms. Bueno offer so much perfection it becomes something of a defense mechanism and an attraction all at once. Thank you for all the memories we have created and the ones yet to come. Thank you for becoming the center of my universe and becoming the only girl I would ever give my life and so much more for but most of all thank you for being you and being by my side when things were bumpy.. Your worth ever kiss , penny , hug , smile , second , hour , milli second , days , years , lifetime but most of all your worth every memory , your worth having around because you matter to not only me but to so many people that wont say how much you mean to them " he finishes as I realize just how much he is a part of my life and how I wouldn't give him up for the world. We kissed for a bit before placing our clothing back on and finally taking off. It was a good thing that his flight would be taking off in 10 minutes, so we had 10 minutes to say our goodbyes.

"This is it" he says unsure of how to start of the goodbye

"Harry , please don't forget about me"

"Babe , your unforgettable" he promises bringing me into a hug, pressing my face into his toned chest. It was almost like I wanted to seep through his camisole and chest and leave being a part of him, literately.

"I don't want to let you go" I say trying my hardest to hold in the waterfalls from trickling down my face and seeping in through his shirt.

"I know , just te-"

"I swear to god if you bring up the same bullshit I'm walking away" I say half annoyed

"Well your the one thats ranting on about 'I don't want to let you go'" he spites back annoyed

"Are we really doing this when your off to London in less then 5 minutes?" I ask

"I guess we are" he huffs out twirling on the balls of his feet and walking away with out a goodbye.

"Harry, I swear to god if you walk away right now thats it" I yell out

"Is that suppose to scare me?" He yells back, I run after him pulling on his sleeve

"You can't leave like this, this isn't right" I say

"Your the one that begins the arguments"

"Well it looks like I'm the only one trying to fix them too" I say beginning to walk away. Is he not going to stop me? I took one look back at Harry who was no longer in sight. Did we just literately end our relationship over a situation which I can't even recall. We seriously ended it over a course of less than 5 minutes , I think thats a world record. Anger finally getting the best of me , I stomp out and into my car. Without realization my tears began to trickle down my cheeks non stop , I confessed my love to him and this is how I am repaid ? Maybe this was all a mistake, maybe I should've never confessed how I had felt and maybe he was never worth my time. As I turn on the radio the song Skinny Love begins to play , sending me into this new wave of tears. I needed someone, Alizah was probably out somewhere with Zayn so she's out of the picture. Niall ? Yea Ni would come. I hover my finger over his name , pondering over if this was a good idea or what. But I needed someone , this was almost like Harry left a black hole in the bit of my stomach and now it is sucking everything up with each churn. Harry's name when mentioned gave off a big pang straight to my heart , which I was sure was taken with Harry himself. But seemed to prove me wrong with ever pinch , ache and burn it gave off just at the mention of my love's name.

"Ni" I whisper through my tears not being able to stop. I don' t like crying in front of Harry, it put me in this vulnerable state and I didn't like that he had the advantage at that point. It was almost like his emerald orbs were scolding me and with any luck he would stick by me and console me , instead of making fun of me or taking advantage of my vulnerability. After sitting in my car for well over 20 minutes a knock was left on the passenger seat window, startling me to say the least. It was Niall and boy was I happy to have someone disrupt my lonely state. If there was one thing I had hatred for most , it had to be loneliness. It's unpredictable, I don't like being alone because I think and thinking always seemed to send me down the wrong road. I felt sorry for myself when I was lonely or I would think of the many ways to harm myself. Al though I did hate the way the trail of events ended every time I resulted to following my thoughts, they were the only true ones at the end. They seemed to never judge and always stood by my side.

"Are you alright?" He asks as he pulls me into an unexpected hug

"Ni we broke up and I can't even recall why.. I kept trying but after awhile I gave up" I ramble on

"Its alright , love"

"I finally grew the balls on telling him I loved him" I confessed

"Lets take you home and pop in cozy films with pop corn. I'm more than certain he will call and make this big mess right again , but you have to wait" I nod as he turns on the car and begins to drive off. Timing is my bestfriend and shall do what it does best, create the destiny I was destined to live. Wether it be with Harry or NOT.

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