I'll Show you how to Love

Chapter 1 *short chappie*

Nathan POV
I ran through the hall, tears steaming down my cheeks. I went to look for an empty room so I can finish what I started. I ran into an empty janitor's room and took out a piece if glass I found in my classroom. I rolled up my sleeve and looked at each one of my cuts. Each one has its own story. I slide my finger over one of them. This one is from a mistake I made. I told my friend, Nicholas that I was gay. We got into a fight the next week. He told several people my secret. The secret spread from there. That was the first cut I've ever made. Tears slide down my face rapidly as I slid the piece of sharp glass against my skin. The story behind this one is because of the school bully, Lewis. His words echo in my mind as I slit the glass on my wrist two more times.
"How's my favorite punching bag? Die you gay freak!" I know. It's worthless, getting hurt by words. I know that they're just words but, it still hurts. Why did this have to happen to me. I just wanted to live normally and love normally. A name pounds into my head. Chew...he is the reason why this all happened. He's why I'm gay. It's his fault for being so irresistible! For being so charming! For being my...crush. I know It's not him to blame. But I just can't..I don't know anymore. I was snapped out of the situations in my head when I hear a knock at the door.
"Hello? Is someone in there?"
Chews POV
I walk down the halls with my girlfriend Anna. Yup...everyone's "dream girl" to me she's just plain annoying. Blah blah blah is all that comes out of her mouth. Man this is giving me a headache. As I pretend to listen to her rant on about who knows what, I hear a faint whimper. What was that? Is someone crying?
"And she was like- hello? Chew? Are you listening?!"
"Shh. Do you hear that?"
"What?"
"I heard a whimper, like someone's crying."
"So? Who cares? Come on let's go! We'll be late for class!"
"I'll meet you there Anna." I was clearly distracted with trying to locate where that sound came from. From the looks of it Anna got jealous again because I wasn't paying attention to her."
"But-"
"Bye Anna!" I shooed her away and heard her stomping away. Ok now back to what I was doing. Now where would I go if I was sad? Well I should know...Hm... Perhaps somewhere private? Janitors closet! As I move towards the door I hear the whimper again. I knock on the door.
"Hello? Is somebody in there?"
Nathan's POV
"Shit!" Someone's at the door! I search though the bins in the room looking for a towel to wipe up my blood. Where is it? Where is it? Where is it? Why is there so many windows cleaners? Wtf!
"Uh I'm coming in."
"Wai-!" My eyes widen as I see Chew. No no no no! This can't be happening!
"Nathan? What happened? Why is there blood?!" He knows my name. Chew knows my name and now he knows what I really am...