Unnecessary thoughts

So we meet again, my good friend that i rant to.

lol I'm so hurt.
I feel like I depend on you and that makes me feel weak.
You were the only thing that could make me smile for the longest time.

I understand you left and I understand it was for the best but I never just wanted to cut it off.

I'm so fucking weak.
I never wanted to love somebody like I love you, Well the old you.
I opened up to you and trusted you.

But what am I saying. This isn't even you're fault

I'm just alone

I fucking miss you

Nobody gets it

You hate me

I hate myself

You probably want me to die

As do I.