Crushed Love

Blu.

This is the love story of a girl named Blu. Now, you probably wondering who Blu is? Well that's me. Anyway. I had a crush. A huge crush. On a boy that didn't like me back.

His name was Ethan. He was beautiful. He was tall with a cute head of messy blonde hair and he had the most bluest, piercing eyes ever. They were incredible. They looked like ice crystals.

Anyway, I had a crush on him. More than just a crush, I loved him more than anyone would ever know. Trouble is, he didn't like me back.
We were good friends and he knew that I liked him, but it was obvious he didn't like me back. That's what I thought, at least. That's what everyone thought.

Your probably wanting a description of me now, right? Well here it is: I'm a fairly tall girl with long, wavy brown hair and green eyes, however they aren't always green as I have this weird thing where I can make them go yellow! I love wolves, I've always felt I had a strong connection with them. I am 13 and so is Ethan, and I have liked him ever since I first met him.

Although at the time I first met him, he was going out with one of my friends. But that didn't last long. Infact, that's what put Ethan off from having a girlfriend so bad because the girl had hurt him. Alot.

However I liked him, from the second I layed eyes on him and I was going to stop at nothing to get him to see how much he meant to me.

I guess this what love does to you, you just don't stop running until you get there. We'll that's exactly what I did. And it paid off. Eventually.

Ever since my friend had broken up with Ethan, I had liked him more and more each day.

Although we talked alot over text, I always felt he ignored me at school. He only ever spoke to me when he had to, he never came and talked to me even though he said how I was one of his best friends.

Although I hated that. It always felt he like was looking at me, but he never actually came to talk to me.
And I was desperate for him to talk to me, but he rarely ever did. He avoided me, or so it seemed. Every lunch and break time, I would try and talk to him, but I didn't have to courage because he was always amongst his friends and some of his friends didn't like Me.

Trouble is, there was another girl who also liked Ethan and she was alot closer to him, I mean he actually spoke to her. ALOT. He says he didn't like her, but everything he did around her screamed out that he did. And that really hurt me.

I loved him, more than anything, He was my world. But he wasn't part of it.