The man

The Tbh

I look at Caleb....my crush. He sits across from me at lunch. He turns his head and looks at me.
   Hey. Says Caleb. My heart races and my face turns red
   Hey. I say back with a nervous voice. Caleb smiles and looks away. 
  Look what you did! You scared him off. It doesn't even matter. He would never love you. He would never like you. Just admit. No one would ever love you. I start to have a heard time breathing as my heart races even more as Caleb keeps looking back at me.
  He would never love you. Says the man.
  Leave me alone. I say. The man just smiles and sits next to me.
  I can't. Why would I. I'm preparing you for the truth. Get over your self! He yells. I start to shake. Less oxygen gets to my lungs. I look at my friend. Her eyes widen.
   Anxiety attack! She yells. Caleb looks over at me. As I see worry in his eyes. I look back at him. As I ecnore  my friends telling me to breathe and stay calm.
   Why are you looking at him. He think your a stalker. He only looks at you to wonder why and how your so ugly. Caleb quickly looks away. I get a snap back into the world instead of Caleb's eyes.
   Sarah! My friend yells. I look at her. Cheeks red as cherries. Hands shaking. Body freezing.
  Im fine. I say with a shaky voice. They all nod as we go along with out day. The man telling me things no person ever wants to hear. I think about Caleb. I don't care if he's a grade above of me.
   He would never like you. Your to young. To ugly. Says the man. I agree. The school day goes on. Once I'm finally home I check my Instagram. From all my friends I run into calendar account. My body starts to shake. I have a 5 minute talk with the man and with all my power I press the follow botton. Days go by as I like all his pictures. Until one day he's doing Tbh's. 
   Should I?
No. All he's gonna say if your cool. He didn't even mean it. Disregard what the man says I commented and a couple minutes later he sends me a Tbh. My heart races. The first word I see is pretty. Caleb commented " tbh your really pretty and u seem really cool☺️" my heart goes crazy! The man look down at the comment.
  He's lying. I agree....