Open when... Letters.

Open when... You need a reminder to why I love you.

Dear Sam,

Are you ready for a roller coaster of feels and to just keep reading and reading? Because I'm not ready. Update: I'm somewhat ready now. HERE WE GOOOOOOOO. By the way, some parts are going to be so freaking cliche but every bit I say is true.

Starting off plain and simple: I love you. I love you so freaking much. There's so many reasons to why I love you. You're always on my mind. Before we knew each other, I didn't really know what love was with someone that wasn't family. But now I think I have a better understanding of it. Love is smiling at just the thought of you. Love is getting butterflies from you just saying a greeting to me. Love is putting your needs before mine and caring for you. On days that I'm sad, you make it so much better. You have a really huge impact on me. The tiniest things you say makes my heart melt. There is no words to describe the way I feel about you. I just get all these feelings thinking about you. Now I'm smiling haha. You're my happiness, my inspiration, my rock. You're probably one of the best things that happened to me. I love everything about you. I love how you say what you are doing when I ask 'How are you?' and say how you are when I ask 'What are you doing?'. I love how you worry about me and always wants to know what's wrong. I love how you're such a gentleman and a sweetheart. I love how you're smart and sometimes offer me help with chemistry. I love how you don't like coconut but like the smell of it. I love how you're such a nerd with league. I love your pet peeves, I think they are cute. I love that when you're happy, your accent sometimes slips out when you're talking. I know you said you hate it, but I truly love it. I think it's absolutely adorable. I love your sense of humor. I love staying up texting you. I love your voice. I can listen to it all day. I love all of you. I am so fortunate and very lucky to have you in my life. I always question myself, 'How is this man with someone like me?' I am such a lucky girl. I kinda want to thank you actually haha. Thank you for giving me a chance to show you how much I love you. Thanks for putting up me whether it's my little rants or me just being plain annoying. If we ever break up, I have no idea if we will or not but I really hope not, I will not stop caring for you. You will always be in my heart. I will always be by your side to (try to) give you guidance and support. Haha I'm actually texting you right now and I'm laughing at what you said. Oml child. Off topic, sorry. I can't wait to be in your arms. This song is sappy and a little cringe-y but I liked the music video. (You don't have to listen to it.)

I love you so much.

From, Me.