You always felt like you had to protect everyone and when you heard about your friend hurting themselves you don't know what to do I mean how are you supposed to protect your friend from themselves but you still blame yourself because you thought you could have stopped them if you did something. You never cry because you need to show them everything is ok and your super happy but when you get home you want to die because you see your friends get hurt and all you could do is watch all you could do is wait and when you should have helped them your not there so you leave move away pretend like your life is great and make yourself look happy and never cry yet still you can't protect what do you but cry no matter what you just cry yourself to sleep because you know you can't protect anyone and you feel like a failure who will never complete anything so you fail at school you become rebellious and leave........ Or you stay and become stronger so you can protect them you can get better and taller so your no longer a weak little kid........ Or maybe both.
