It's crazy how I've prepared this note 5 months before i actually needed it, but i still feel like it plays a big part in this whole story. Note to myself:
"I'm not going to bother wishing for a better year, because that's what i did last year and the previous year but nothing happened. Just high hopes and empty promises, broken hearts and broken bones. Now now, 2016, you don't have to be a good year like what i've always longed for, but just be okay. just be bearable, allow me to survive. No, not live, I've given up on all that false hope. Just survive." Dear 2016... This is for you.
