Your wishes I abide,
though I want to crawl in a hole to hide.
You, your voice, your everything is intoxicating,
I'm always left contemplating.
You were my world,
but I can no longer trust myself around you.
Now, when I see you around,
I fall to the ground.
All of the memories come rushing back.
The hurt, the sorrow, the guilt, the pain.
I could never fully let you into my world,
so in order to save you,
I had to let you go.
It was the best and worst decision I ever made.
I still love you,
but you can't even look at me anymore.
You told me I broke your heart,
but you don't understand why I did.
I loved you so much, I couldn't let you feel the pain I do.
I only ask of you this,
Know why I let you go out of my life forever.
I love you forever and always.
