The sun will come out, tomorrow.
Bet your bottom dollar that, tomorrow,
There'll be sun.
Just thinking about, tomorrow.
Clears away the cobwebs and the sorrow,
Till there's none.
When I'm stuck with a day,
That's grey, and lonely.
I just stick out my chin,
And grin, and say...
But the sun doesn't come out. Every day is hard, and painful. I don't know why everybody hates me so much! But, maybe I do, because now I hate me too. I won't do anything drastic. I've watched too many YouTube videos of bullying and suicide. I've seen the effect on other people, the friends and family of the victim. I could never do that to the people I care about.
There is no hope left for me. No happily ever after. No sunny day tomorrow. No "I'm sorry, I was wrong to bully you." Eventually, I'll be completely alone. Nobody can stay friends with a worthless freakish loser like me for long. I'm surprised my few friends and my boyfriend have stuck by me this long. Some of my friends turned on me, some left, some have stuck around. And for those friends who stuck around, I am truly grateful and the luckiest girl in the whole universe. Thanks, my friends.
Susan/Suenami
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Susan's Book of Feelings and Memories
RandomA book about my feelings and random memories of mine. (I only put this because Wattpad insisted I had to add a description)
