I can't

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I can't see myself living past 16
And that's the honest to god truth
I can't give you evidence
No, I can't give you proof

But when I look into my crystal ball
Of what my life could be
I don't see myself making it out
Of my middle teens.

Its not that life is way to hard
Or that I'm completely unhealthy,
Because neither of these things are true
And you can't hold them against me.

It is that quite simply,
That my future ends at 16
That's the end of my life's road,
If you know what I mean

I'm not going to kill myself
That won't do any good,
But I will just go out and die one day
Like any human (will and) should.

I don't see myself growing up,
Getting married, having kids
I don't see myself getting a job
That really puts people on the grid.

I see myself dying at 16
Leaving a seemingly unfulfilled fate
But in all reality,
My lifeline ended right in my wake

Its as if my fate only goes so far,
Before it just hits a dead end
With not a care of who is with me
Without any thought of any friend

Maybe I'm going crazy
Maybe I'm out of my mind,
But age 16
May be the end if my lifeline.

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