I'm aware.
Everyone at school points at you and whispers, they might not do it physically but I see it. They talk about you. I'm aware.
Problems. They say you have problems, I hate how that sounds. What is it supposed to mean? That you're not normal? That you should be avoided? Isn't it problematic? How people give you all that crap. I want to tell you, I want to scream it in your face. Min Yoongi you do not have problems.
I look at your face, your eyes never bother looking towards me so I don't have to worry about getting caught... By you that is, everyone else notices me staring shamelessly at you. What can I say? I'm too scared to say anything so I continue to stare.
While I stare at your face I notice many things, sometimes tears escape. I don't know the reason behind why they do, just know that they don't only escape from your eyes, they escape from mine too. Your eyes look around and your lips stay still. I want to hear your voice.
I want to hear you singing, I want to hear you laughing, I want to hear you talking your mind. I want to hear you be happy.
Min Yoongi, I want to ask you many questions but if we ever speak there's one question that would fall out first.
"Are you okay?" I love that question. I want to ask you because no one has before. That is a question I ask myself, am I okay? No I'm not okay. I'm aware of that.
