Forever (A Dan and Phil fan fiction)

Chapter 1

Dan POV
I wake up suddenly after a terrible nightmare. I'm sweating like crazy. I look around the room. I am shaking, and it's not from the cold. I really hope it was only a nightmare.. I mean, how could I ever live if Phil died? Before I can even process what I'm doing, I am on my feet. I quietly walk over to Phil's room. I open the door to find Phil sleeping. I breathe out, thankful for the nightmare being just that. A nightmare. I carefully walk over to the side of his bed. He's so adorable when he sleeps.
"Ph- er Phil? Phil wake up.." I say, lightly shaking him.
He half opens his left eye and smiles at me. How can anyone not love this man?
"What's wrong Danny?" He says in sleepy voice. I can't help but smile when I hear him call me 'Danny'. He's too cute.

Phil POV
I carefully examine the boy crouching down next to my bed. We are staring at each other, smiling. Eventually, Dan snaps out of it and ever so slightly shakes his head.
"I, um, had a nightmare.." He says, looking kind of embarrassed. I can clearly see his cheeks going a bright pink even in the darkness of the room.
"What time is it?" I ask, I know he thinks my sleep voice was kind of sexy. I watch him stare into my eyes before finally looking at his phone.
"5:28" He said.
I lift my covers as to welcome him in. He crawls in and lies down facing me. We both just stare at each other until we fall asleep.

Dan POV

I wake up facing the wall, Phil's arm tightly around my waist. I smile to myself. How about I just pretend I am asleep? Just so this moment lasts longer, I think to myself. I close my eyes and imagine what it would be like if me and Phil actually got together. We are both bi, we obviously value each other as more than friends. But what if he doesn't feel the same way I feel about him? What if I confess what I feel and get a big no in return? I feel a tear rolling down my cheek as I realised that it's never going to happen. Phil and I will never be together...

Phil POV

I know Dan's awake, I put my arm around him at night when I knew he fell asleep. I really hope he doesn't mind though. I mean we are both bi, we both value each other as more than friends. But let's be honest here. Dan is perfect, he can get anyone he wants! Why on earth would he chose someone like me? I feel a tear rolling down my cheek. I take my arm away from Dan's waist to wipe it away. Just as I start lift my arm Dan turns around to face me. His eyes look a little red. Was he crying?
"You okay, Dan?" I say, trying to hide the fact I was just crying myself.
"Um, yeah, I'm fine." He says and twitches his nose. He's so cute.
"Did you have a good sleep?" I ask. I feel so tempted to stroke his cute curls and pull him close, but I'm way too scared of his reaction.
"Yeah, sort of. I mean after I came here it was good. But it wasn't before... I had this nightmare... It was kind of terrible." He says.

Dan POV

I look into Phil's eyes. I'm so tempted to stroke his pale cheeks and softly kiss him, but I'm way too scared of his reaction.
"Wanna tell me about this nightmare? What happened in it?" He finally says.
"Well, we were in a taxi and out of no where a car came and crashed into us.. And you died.. And that's kind of it.." I say, kind of embarrassed about how stupid that sounds.
I look at Phil who has a little smirk on his face.
"Well, I'm not dead. You don't have to worry, it was just a nightmare. I'm fine." He reassures me. He turned over to lay on his back and I do the same.

Phil POV
I slump my hand down on the empty space between us and it accidentally lands on Dan's hand. I don't move it away. Dan slowly starts to intertwine his fingers with mine. I do too until we are holding hands. What is happening? Did Dan actually just do that? I look over at him, he was already looking at me. I lightly squeeze his hand. I've been waiting for this moment for so long.