Do We Really Know?

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Do we really know what true happiness is??
I used to think it was how i felt when you smiled, how content i felt when i looked at your sleeping figure and when i saw you looking back at me... Now i dont know.
We used to say we were in love but do we know what that is??
If we do have we fallen out of love??
Do you still see the stars in my eyes
Do you still see perfection in my flaws that make me who i am
Do you still think im beautiful looking at my tearstained face
Do you still find that strange noise i make adorable and cute
Can you still just stare at me for hours as i sleep and feel lucky that i am yours
Do we still remember what its like to love and to be happy?? I think we've fallen out of love and dare not say incase we lose the facade of happiness we show to the world. We dont want our china front to break with those seven words...
I dont love you like i did
In those seven words our world has come tumbling down we knew what it was, we just didnt want to face to horrible truth but it was all around us. In your eyes and your smile and the way we acted together. But still we were happy to play pretend so we didnt have to feel like this. Crashing, spiraling into a darkness unseen to us before, unseen to those who loved and were loved. This spiral of darkness we tried to avoid for so long has finally caught up to us. In those seven little words our entire world changed...
I dont love you like i did.

I dont love you like i did.

I dont love you like i did.