This is it. The moment I've been waiting for. I really wanted to avoid this. God, how I wanted to avoid this.
You always want to avoid everything.
That's not true, I don't avoid everything..
But you WANT to.
So? I just don't feel up to it...
Oh right, but you feel up to thinking the most horrible of things right?
Oh fuck you, just cause YOU don't understand it doesn't mean it's horrible.
Hahahah, I don't understand. That's rich, buddy, I'm in your fucking head. I'm the only person who understands you. And yeah, it IS horrible. You think the mentally insane is fascinating and hot. What's that spell? H O R R I B L E.
What is horrible? It's a word made by the human mind to describe something tragic or disgusting. But that's just standards. We all live by these damn standards. As a race. The human race, we have made it so certain things are unacceptable. Like murder. What if, in another life, time and place, murder was just a-okay? So you see, what's 'horrible' to us, is just the mentality we live by, and we've lived by it for so long. We teach are children it. So now, it just comes to us naturally. Almost as natural as breathing. So when someone does something like murder, that automatically makes that person a disgusting monster.
Hehehe, "monster."
Yeah? Monsters. Like you, quit laughing, why are you even here? Can't you see this is the moment of truth? You're ruining it.
Hey now, if I'm a monster, and YOU and YOUR disgusting inhumane thoughts MADE me, what's that make you?
The unfortunate host of a nightmare, now shut your mouth.
Why? Ohhh right. It's almost time for the moment of truth. But why? Why not just stay with me? It's better than having to face everything else right?
You're right, it's so much more
peaceful here..
Right! That's what I'm saying!! Stay here with me!!
And it's so warm....but..
But what?
If I stay with you, I won't wake up will I?
......no.
"And that how my dream went before I woke this morning, what do you think? "
"Um, that is a very interesting dream. Please give me a moment."
-and before I knew it, I was sent to a mental institute. Now I sit alone, in a cold room, waiting to go to sleep, so I can speak with the monster in my head again, and this time, I'll stay with him.-
