Taking My Time

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Okay!! Yay!! Second chapter!!

Eleanor's P.O.V

I stare blankly at the shower wall as the water runs down my body; loosening my tense muscles. I hum along to Skinny Love by Birdie which is playing on my phone by the sink. This song is explaining my emotions. I don't think a sad song is really sad until your feeling exactly what the lyrics are saying.

I take a deep breath trying to get rid of the never ending pain in my chest. Before I know it I'm naked, standing in front of my mirror staring at the cabinet. I swear they're calling my name. It's so tempting.

My hand reaches out in front of me; sliding the cabinet door open and grabbing the shiny thin sharp metal object, also known as my best friend when I was younger. It was the thing I would go to when I hurt, it took the pain away. I feel the metal scrape against my skin. I let out a whimper; feeling it slice through my skin. "One clit. Two clit, Three clits. Four cl-"I'm cut off by my front door slamming. I quickly but the metal back and hop back in the shower, letting the blood rinse off. "El!" It's him.

Sorry I know it's short but I'm a little busy- All The Love


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