This is not something easy for me to say
But I gotta present it to you in this way
You've probably been the one that treated me the best
Showed me loyalty, something better than the rest
I was so bitter before I met you
Should've treated u fair like I'm supposed to
But I was so young and superficial
Keeping me from making things official
So stuck on the idea of external
Rather than looking for what's internal
I was up next in your potential soon to be
I wasted your time cause I knew that wasn't me
So far from even the thought of commitment
Just wanted your body which made you a distant
You hated me for not wanting something more
Didn't know what I even stayed around for
I fell so deep in lust with you
And never fell in love with you
It looked as if I was playing with your feelings
High expectations and put me on high ceilings
Selfish of me to not practice what I preached
When you asked "what are we?" I felt like you reached
Not realizing how serious this situation can get
I never came to you with the honest truth yet
I never really had any true feelings for you
You wanted something more than what we had and I knew
But you were in hopes that my mind would change
Doing things for me that I thought was so strange
At the time I wasn't man enough to tell you the truth
I guess it's a result of my childish youth
A vibe that is just not quite there anyway
It would just hurt you and me both for me to stay
You're a great person and deserve a person that won't doubt
Someone who can't see themselves without
You and all the joy you bring to the table
Give you all that you need, I wasn't able
Even without me in the picture I want to see you excited
And now you can find your true love, I'm sorry you were misguided
