Poems From My Love Life

Hey Gorgeous, You Think Too Much

Hey gorgeous,
You think too much
I feel those oh so familiar words pound through
My head that match up with your voice.
Hey gorgeous,
You think too much
The only words that stopped my crying that night
That cold, sad night in December.
That cold, sad night when you said you wouldnt fall asleep
You said you would call me when you were done
Im sorry if talking to me is too much to ask
But i gave my everything for you
Hey gorgeous,
You think too much
And now I hear voices
Voices telling me you will find someone else
Telling me that, that someone else will be the one who bares your child
The one you grow old with
That one afternoon in December, when I saw you open that theater door and run towards me thats when I was sure
Sure that my love for you is greater than the universe.
I heard you sigh and I said a greatful "oh thank god" as I inhaled and your sent of weed and testosterone engulfed my being. And you hugged me like I was the only girl youve ever thought of as perfect.
And I kissed you. The only kiss I've ever had that meant something. The kiss was long as I backed you against the wall with intent
But then I thought of all the other girls you would want.
All the other girls that would be perfect for you. Closer to you.
Hey gorgeous
You think too much. But those arent the only words that pound through my head.
You tell me you've loved me since the 5th grade but were you old enough to feel that love real. Are we even old enough now?
I dont know. Alls I know is I fell for those cheesy pick up lines and sexy opinions of yours. But I fell hard.
Hard enough to where it would be hard to get back up. But I will always here that familiar 2 word phrase as you answered the phone. Hey gorgeous.
And that oh so familiar 4 word phrase that one time I said what I was really thinking. You think too much.
That one night you made me cry. That terribly dark night in November when I said one wrong thing. Spit my anger out in tears. Tears crying 'you left me'
But as you said. There is a difference between leaving and needing space.
Hey gorgeous
You think too much
One more phrase
One more oh so familiar
Three word phrase that pounds through my head when I think of your name
I love you
Because I do
Hey gorgeous,
You think too much
And thank you so much for putting up with me
And my thoughts of the end.