The next day with Dylan was amazing we were hanging out and having fun, he bought me smokes and food anything i needed or wanted, i was falling madly inlove with him and i knew it was wrong, later that day i met his girlfriend and we spent the rest of the day together, i dont remember her name or her daughters name but i will never forget that day, it all passed by so fast, i took speed and extacy and even tried my hand at selling, which i seemed to be quite good at, after a while Dylan went to spend some time with his girlfriend and i went to spend time with my friends. i met a guy named Brian he was really nice, i was really high.
Brian was the same age as me and we hit it off right away he was showing me cool songs and i was just spazing out over him, i told him who i was "with" and he told me that i should really not be with him that i could do so much better then that, i knew he was right but i didnt care.
That night Dylan took me to stayy in a hotel with him so i wouldnt sleep on the streets he told his girlfriend i was his cousin and that he was gonna make sure i was okay,
"you should really go home"he looked at me, i knew it was because he didnt want to spend time with me anymore
"i dont want to" i smiled at him and tuged at his shirt. i wanted to spend all my time with him, i was just comming down from my high off of extacy and well it was pretty fantastic,
"i know, well i paid for the hotel room already so ill go to the strip club and then go home you can stay here tonight and go home tomorrow and ill give you a call" he said to me, i was really dissapointed by this i wanted him to stay with me atleast for tonight.
"stay with me tonight and i will go home tomorrow i promise" i looked up at him throgh my eye lashes
"alright" he leaned forward and kissed me hard on the lips.
(A-N im not going to go into details about what happened next)
after a good 2 hours of sex we both fell asleep he was holding me and i was in heaven.The next day i spent the day with my friends, Melanie(who introduced me to Dylan) and frank (an old friend from primary school) we laughed and joked and just plain had a fun day, then as i promised i called my dad and asked him if i could go spend the night at his place of course he said yes.
I went to my dads for a while had some beer with him and joked a couple hours passed when i got a text from dylan
hey beautiful can i come spend another night with you
"hey dad can my boyfriend come over?" i asked him he was already drunk so he didnt care
ofcourse come on over
i texted him on how to get to my place, in an hour he was there i was so happy to see him, i gave him a beer and we went onto the balcony to have a smoke
"here babe, take this" he handed me a green pear, which is a form of extacy. I took it without thinking twice about it.After that me and Dylan went to go have sex in my room, we then went back to the living room and watched tv until he fell asleep. I stayed up all night and wrote my life story on my Ipod, after it died i continued to write with the blank screen stairing back at me.
After about 15 minutes of writing with a dead ipod i moved Dylans head and grabbed some paper and a pen and continued, i vowed to myself that i would never let anyone see this, it had all of of secrets and everything that has ever happened to me, the sun rose and with it my dad and dylan.They thought it was a bad idea to go downtown but i thought i was fine, waiting for the bus to go downtown dylan gave me a speed to keep me up.
I swallowed it happily. I knew from there that my life was never going to be the same because i was an addict.
HEEY GUUYYZZZ.......thanks for reading and sorry it took so long to write this chapter i was having a rough little while, for a question that i got, yes this is all real and yes this is based on events that happened to me while i was on the streets and on drugs
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