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Chapter 1

Numb . That's how I felt. The thing is after a long time of being subjected to pain you get used to it and your body doesn't resists the continuous thrashings and beatings anymore. But what comes after that hurts the most . the feeling that maybe you were supposed to be like this maybe you deserved to be like this .

After my parents died me and my little brother had to rely on our one and only uncle aka my fathers brother for surviving this cruel world my baby brother Aiden was very small at that time and that's when i realized its upon me now to father his upbringing in a good way. Losing both of my parents was very hard and I never realized what life had planned for me further which will make my life a living hell.

The thing is I thought it will be okay living with my uncle and going on with or at least trying to live a normal life but after my parents died my uncle turned on us . He took over all of my parents money and estate leaving nothing with me except Aiden. But what came after wards made me push my limits.

My uncle started abusing me , threaten me , beating me and even cutting out my education but still I tried saving money for myself and sneaking books and all that stuff with the help of my best friends. They were the only relief and amounted to a sum of happiness in my life .

But one day all the pieces started fitting together , how my mom dad where killed why my uncle never let me go alone anywhere on my own and why people always came to our houses with big guns and that's when I realized my whole life was I lie that me and aiden could never ever have a normal life and that there was no other way I was getting out of this hell hole.

My dad was in a gang and my mom got killed because of him and that now my dad being gone my uncle was getting his place in the empire. I never asked for this. I just wanted a normal life .

Now after 3 years from my realization I don't feel any emotion inside of me now I feel absolutely numb. My only motive in life is now to keep Aiden safe from my uncle and find a way to get out of here and stay alive to take care of Aiden and possibly stay away from potentially being killed but my uncle Rudolf .

I am Ariana Collins and this is my story which is still being written

-mozebozo