Diary Of A Plastic |on hold|

End of May 2nd

"What about Louis?" I asked, pushing a strand of hair behind my ear.

"He-"

"Harry! Louis wants you." Liam came running into the room.

Really? Harry shot me a look of apology and got up to leave the room.

 I heard him whisper something before he walked completely walked out of my room.

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Louis Pov

"DON'T YOU DARE SAY YOU DON'T! I see the way you look at me, you look at me with complete disgust. The ONLY reason I've acted the way I have towards you is because of the way you acted towards me! As soon as I walked through that front door, I knew you didn't want me here. I KNEW ALL OF Y'ALL DIDN'T WANT ME HERE! You don't know what I've been through, and I've been through some rough shit." Macy yelled at me, her eyes turning glossy and her lip starting to tremble.

I looked at her, I don't know what to say.

"A girl knows when she isn't wanted, no matter how hard she tries to make herself believe that she is, she knows when she isn't." She whispered and walked out of my room.

I threw myself on to my bed and i heard harry try to call her name, but she slams the door. I fell bad because i know its partly my fault. I just know how girls like her are...I know that because i dated one of them.

Her name was Lexi Richards, and Macy reminds me a lot of her. The makeup, the bleach blond hair, the clothes, the mannerisms, all of it! I loved Lexi, with all my heart, but she didn't feel the same. She let me know that by trying to sleep with Harry. Of all people! My best mate!

I cringed at the thought of her and Harry. I was so angry, i didn't talk to him for a while. And it wasn't even his fault!

I laid on my bed and thought about what just happened...She likes sports? Weird. Girls like her would rather die, than even think about getting dirty.

I can't help being attracted to the real side of her. The side I barely got a glimpse of. The side that's not fake. From what I saw, the way she's been acting, isn't her true self.  That's what makes me like girls like her, they have a mysterious side..

No! I'm not going to fall for another girl like her. She will just rip out your heart like they all do. I needed to talk to Harry about this,

"Liam!" I said as I saw him walk into my room, "Can you go get Harry for me?"

"Sure mate!" 

I sat up and waited for Harry to come into my room,

"Whats up?"  he asked, "I was Just in Macy's room..I was just going tell her that you didn't hate her." 

"I-I think i like Macy.."  i covered me face with my hands and exhaled.

"Dude..Remember Lexi? We need to get you dating again, but not her." He looked at me and rolled his eyes, "Your lonely and single, you don't really like her." 

"Yeah, maybe your right..." i looked up at him and he gave me a nod.

"Aren't i always?" He smiled and waked out of my room.

Is Harry right? Ugh, i Don't know!

"UGH!" i yelled as i flung myself back onto my bed. 

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