Just and average girl she always wore a smile she was cheerful for a short while
Now she's older things are getting colder
Life not what she thought she wished someone had told her
She told you she was down but u let it slip by
So from then she kept it inside
She told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies can't u tell look at her dull eyes
She tryed to stop herself from crying almost every night but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came but all she wore was long sleeves cuz those cuts on her wrist was bleeding thro u see
She knew she was depressed but she didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she would miss it
She carried on like a solider with a battle wound bleed out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school all alone she sat
And if someone had noticed she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake
But no one care enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down never really up
Her she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild "look at me now r u proud of ur precious child?"
But she knew that he'd parents weren't the ones to blame it was the world around her
She bowed her head in shame
She stood up on the chair and looked down at the moon
Just to think it will be all over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It's all over all gone now she greeting death
Her mum walks in and and falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
Her little girl she raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare
She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare "how can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry mom but this world is just not my place
I've tryed for so long to fix this and fit in
I come to realize this world is full with of sin
There's nothing for me here I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
It's a disgrace I was misplaced born in the wrong time and the wrong place
It's ok tho cuz u'll see me soon but when ur time comes just look at the moon
As it shines bright throughout the night but remember everyone's facing there own fight
But I can't do this cuz I'm not a fighter
If u can't make it through the night just hug ur pillow tighter
Let the world know that I died in vain cuz the world around is the one to blame
And I know in a year ur forget I'm gone
Cuz I'm not really something to be dwelled on
That's what they used to tell me all them kids at school
So I'm going the majority rule
I presence on this earth is not needed any longer
If any thing I hope this makes u stronger
Ur the bestest friend I ever had
Such a shame I made u so very sad
Just remember u meant everything to me to my heart
Ur the only one that held that key
Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight just hold on tight
I'm watching u from the clouds above
Im sending down the purest whitest love
To watch over u be my helpful eye
So this is it world goodbye......."
Hello guys this is how I feel today maybe not depressed but I feel so sad I just want to leave but I can't do that to the ones who care about me so yeah and if anyone out there cares for me tell me plz......
