Plot Twist ((Niam))

Chapter 35 part 1/2

Which I found out hours later than it's impossible. Not when my thought are filled with Liam.

Ever since our rehearsals, He has stopped talking to me once again. Bullshit. What happened with trying to win me back? What happened to proving himself and shit like that whatsoever?

I groaned and threw a pillow at the wall. Stupid Liam. Stupid feelings. Stupid amnesia. Stupid everything. Being a bullied high school student was much easier.

I closed my eyes one more time and opened them again when I heard someone knocking on my door. I sighed silently. Maybe it's just Zayn looking for a cuddle of Louis wanting me to be in on one of his pranks.

Imagine my surprise when I saw Liam looking at the floor as I opened the door.

I was about to slam the door on his face but then he quickly grabbed the side of the door and held a firm grip on it, making it impossible for me to pull the door shut even if I try.

"What do you want?" I sighed.

"You" Liam said boldly and I blushed momentarily but I looked at the floor so he wouldn't see.

"Too bad" I said.

"Please Niall. I'm willing to do anything" Liam whispered.

"Anything?" I clenched my jaws. "How about you come out to the world? How about you try and take a risk for once and tell them about us"

"So...there's still an us...?" Liam asked timidly and I faltered for a bit because Liam looks so cute and innocent and hopeful and it's like he never ignored me at all. But then I gulped and forced myself to look away.

"Maybe. Maybe not"

"Fine then, if it's for you." Liam said. He looks so sincere yet confused at the same time that I actually gave up trying to be a heartless bastard and just caved in.

"Why are you doing this?" I sighed.

"It just...hurts me to see you so happy with Zayn and I need to prove to myself and to you and to the entire world that I can make you happier" Liam said.

I smiled. "You're too sweet" but that doesn’t mean I completely forgive him.

"Just watch me Niall" Liam said and with that, he was gone.

And to be honest, I was surprised to see a bouquet of flowers right outside my door the next day and a little note stuck to it that said "Check Twitter"

I picked up the flowers and brought them in along with the note. I placed them on the bedside table and reminded myself to buy a vase later.

I got my phone and jumped on my bed, but before I opened twitter, I thought about what I just did during the past 24 hours. Yep. I just easily gave in to Liam and allowed myself to love him once again despite everything that happened. I still love him despite the two weeks of tears and trying to forget about him.

What the actual hell. I'm so torn right now.

I sighed and opened my twitter and scanned my timeline for a while, there was nothing really special going on until I saw a fan tweeting “#liamsbignews”

I scanned some more and saw that almost everyone is tweeting it now. I went to Liam's profile and saw his tweet: "I’ve got sum neeews tonite #liamsbignews" I gulped. Is he serious about it? But just as I was about retweet it, twitter informed me that the tweet had been deleted and a frown made its way upon my face.

"So I guess he's coming out, huh?" Zayn said as he walked into my room and jumped on my bed, landing beside me. "What's wrong?" Zayn asked as he saw my face.

"The tweet got deleted. He deleted it" I sighed. 

Zayn grabbed my phone and browsed through the tweets. "It’s probably management though"

"You think?"

"Yeah" Zayn said. He looks a bit bothered so I moved closer to him.

"What's wrong?"

"I heard your conversation..." he trailed off.”About coming out and I just want to ask you if you're really ready for this? Are you ready to get criticized by your own management? Hell, they would make things worse for you and Liam. Even for us. Are you ready to get your heart broken once again? Nothing lasts forever. Are you ready to face the consequences?"

I thought about it long and hard before finally coming up with an answer. 

"You know what? Yeah. I'm ready. I'm willing to take risks and I know my heart may get broken again but hey at least I know what it felt like and I can now cope with it more properly. And hopefully, Liam and I along with our other fans will be able to force management to allow us to be together in public. I mean, some of them already know right? And as for the bad things that will happen and the consequences...." I trailed off looking at my hands. But then I brought them back to Zayn's face.  "Nothing lasts forever, right?"

A/n: holy crap this is just a cliffhanger but omg I’m sorry part 2 aka the last chapter hopefully will be published next week bc /school/ and ugh god I just wanted you guys to see a lil' part of what the finale might look like. I just want to say thank you to everyone who has reached this far. Thank you. I love you.