"Zrzrzrzrz" "Ahh damn it I'm up!" "Stupid clock, stupid Monday, stupid, stupid, stupid" "Amber, stop dreaming about your fantasies and eat breakfast" "Shut up!" Looking at myself in the mirror isn't that weird right? Ugh my hair is such a brown mess. "Mom what'd you make?" "It's a surprise" "Let me guess, pancakes?" "BINGO" "Oh I wonder how I guessed that" "Amber you know we're on a budget" "I know I know bills bla bla bla." "Well I'll start getting ready for school thanks mom" "Your in a good mood" "Who'd you meet this time?" "Omg none of your business" "Fine Ms.Hormones" "Whatever"
Remember the days we used to spend, sophie? Ha we promised we would die together wrinkeled, but joyful. Only if i could've. No im not not to blame. We are remember? It was during the burning cold that december brought forth. I always thought that winter was beautiful, but looks are deciving.
"Im off mom!" "Just dont get pregnant we have enough to deal with as it is" "Omg stop mom"
"Bye"
"Sophie!"
"Hey amber"
"You happy to see me?"
"Of course I am" I said
"Why are you back so early?"
"Well I thought you felt lonely so I came back to see you"
Your lies were always warmer during the winter, they made me feel like we still had something when in reality we were strugling to love each other. That's probably what I loved the most about you, your ability to make me feel surreal.
"I love you"
"I love you too"
For a short moment in your arms it was July again, oh how sadly mistaken I was.
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Only if December would end
RandomI gave up. I thought our lives were much more. I dremnt of heaven. A haven in which we could be. Now that we've found it. I understand that we've built walls. Walls to shield ourselfs from OUR grief. When I find myself dreaming. I dream of what WE o...
