Just Friends

Chapter 16

"Sometimes I do" I smirked as we went back to making out.

He broke it again "You know I never even had sex with her though right? I never liked her to begin with."

"Then why did you date her?" I asked.

"To make you jealous", he smirked kissing me again "did it work?"

"Well of course it did."

The next morning I laid my head on his bare chest as we talked.

"Do you remember when we were younger and we would go out to my grandparents house out in the country all the time?" he asked.

"Well of course, I loved it out there."

"I remember one time when we all covered each other in mud and walked around pretending to be bears" we both laughed.

"Then there was that wooded area that we absolutely loved" I said.

"Yeah, there we had our teepee that we made, our secret tree house, and what we thought was a dinosaur knee."

"I forgot about the tree house, which was really just a weird tree that grew sideways on the ground. I remember when you had your daredevil moment and walked out on the forbidden branch." I laughed "And with the dinosaur knee we would go on hunts to find more."

He was grinning great big before it faded. "Life was so simple then.. sometimes I just wish we could go back and stay like that forever."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Back then you actually liked me."

"I obviously like you now" I kissed his cheek.

"I mean back then you liked me for me, the only reason you like me know is because you liked me for sex then finally for me."

"Crispin I've liked you for as long a I can remember, even when it was hard to tolerate you in high school and I didn't want to admit it I still liked you. Every time you ever got close to me I could feel my heart beating faster, and when you walked away I always felt a little sad. Every time you touched me it freaked me out because my body was doing weird things that I can't even explain, things it has never done with anyone else, but I never told you to stop because I sure as hell didn't want you to."

He grabbed the back of my neck as he leaned forward smashing his lips to mine. Positioning himself on top of me a low growl in the back of his throat sends shivers down my spine and I arch my back in pleasure. His face presses against mine as he slowly enters me, his hand massaging between my legs to pleasure me.

I wrap my arms around him to pull myself closer to him as he moves into me a bit harder and faster with every thrust. Hitting just the right spots, he makes me moan uncontrollable. He grinned at my reaction to him then sits me up, pulls my legs over his shoulders and gets a good grip of me. As he holds onto my legs, he picks up the pace with his thrusts and I can't help but scream out.

I flip ourselves around where I'm on top, I straddled his waist and slowly impaled myself on him. I sat there for a moment feeling his member deep inside me before I began moving up and down. I leaned down letting my hair fall into his face as I rocked my hips back and forth bringing him and myself closer to orgasm. After a moment Crispin takes back control as he starts thrusting into me not slowing down.

Unable to speak, or scream, or moan, I just gasp as he thrusts into me a few more times, with such force but a hint of gentleness, getting me to explode as I feel his release inside of me as well. I fall down laying on his chests we both breath heavily.

After a few minutes of silence he said "I remember being three years old and not being able to take my eyes off you. You were just always so much fun to be around and I never wanted to leave your side. But then as we got older you and Clemet became best friends and I got pushed away. So I decided I would just admire you from a distance. I used to ask my mom to take me to your figure skating recitals, and competitions, sometimes I even went to your practices. Then as you starting doing school plays I sat in the audience of ever single one. I mean it's kind of creepy thinking back on it now, but back then I was just so fascinated by you" he kissed me softly, I couldn't help but grin at what he told me. I rested my forehead against his before I spoke.

"Did you know that I have been to every single one of your games?" I asked.

"Like from this year?"

"Yes, but also all of your football and basketball games through out high school. Even before that actually, I remember going to your soccer games with Clemet when we were younger just so I could watch you. So I guess you could say we were both a little creepy" we both laughed.

"How is it that we both liked each other that much for so long and are just now together?" he asked.

"I honestly have no idea, probably because we both thought that the other one didn't like us the same way" I answered.

"Well I guess it's a good thing I made the first move after that game then" he smirked.

"Technically I made the first move" I informed.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"When I kissed you at the party before school started."

"I thought you didn't remember that" he said with a confused look.

"I didn't at first, but then it came back to me" I said.

"Then why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I was embarrassed" I informed.

"Well you shouldn't have been, because if you didn't do that then we probably wouldn't be where we are right now" he grinned as he kissed me.