Vampire Knight: Love, Revenge and Shiki Senri

Chapter Two: Snuggles With a Vampire

"Oh, I didn't wake you did I?" Asuna said shuffling through some drawers. I sat up slowly and rubbed my eyes, "I was trying to be as quiet as possible. How did you sleep?"

I shrugged trying to look uninterested in a conversation. I didn't want to talk about my dream, even though it was quickly fading from my memory, I could still remember the important bits; AKA Kurando and I embracing and almost kissing. In a way it made me sick to my stomach, these dreams are making me have feelings for someone I may not see ever again... yet it feels so real. I just wish it truly was but also wasn't.
Asuna placed a hand on her hip and sighed, "You're going to be okay, right?" She asked in concern. I nodded slowly and climbed under my sheets once again. I wanted more sleep, I was still exhausted. Maybe all this sadness is tiring me out... maybe.
"I'll let the Dean know you're not going to be in classes today, rest easy Yuna." She said placing her carry bag over her shoulder. "I might work tonight too, Yuuki needs the help." She finished and walked out the door, closing it behind her.
I sighed. Alone once again. How daunting it truly was. I don't know what I was more afraid of: loneliness or abandonment...?
As I tossed and turned once again, I eventually drifted into slumber and into a whole new reality. This time I was in the Academy's courtyard however it seemed different. The fountain was nowhere to be seen and the buildings seemed to change so drastically every time I glanced at them. However, it felt so real just like any other dream.
"There you are." Kurando's voice spoke. My heart began to race and excitement filled my chest. I felt butterflies take over my tummy as I span to catch his gaze. He looked exactly like Kurando; handsome and smart, wearing his Kimono from the last dream.
"Kurando!" I cried running towards him, "I missed you." I murmured as he caught my embrace. We held each other for a few moments before either of us spoke.
"Yuna, I've missed you too." He replied softly. He began stroking my hair.
"Why must you leave all the time?" I asked not realizing I was in a dream.
He caught my stare and smiled at me however appeared a little sad, "I am trapped, my love. However, you can save me with your love. You do love me right?" He asked continuing to stroke my hair.
Like usual, all memories of Shiki had merely vanished from my mind and all I could recall were my feelings for Kurando. I pushed my face into his chest, taking in his familiar scent and holding him tightly. I didn't want to let go, ever.
"Kurando... I," Even though I only remembered my undying love for Kurando, I still felt like something was missing. Like, something wasn't right. That if I told him I loved him I might be lying, even though it felt completely truthful. Something in the back of my mind was holding me back. Something was forcing me not to admit my love, as if another love was pushing it out of perception. "I don't know, Kurando." I mumbled solemnly. "I wish I knew but something's not right..."
He stared at me with a blank expression.
We both stood in silence and our bodies drifted apart.
"It's because of him, isn't it?" he asked calmly.
"Him?" I asked. I still didn't recall Shiki's existence as of then.
He shook his head, "I don't care, no matter what, Yuna, I will always love you." He exclaimed pulling me into him.
"Kurando..." I started but he placed a finger over my mouth.
"Let me just show you how much I love you." He whispered pushing his face close to mine.
I trembled in his grasp as I felt his breath on my face. My heart was racing and my mind was spinning. I wanted this but it didn't feel completely right. I just closed my eyes and waited for his mouth to collide with mine softly. I felt my face go bright red as his hand traced the back of my head and pushed me closer towards his.
"Kurando..." I whispered, becoming less tense. I had to say it, "Kurando, I..."

"Why do you human's talk in your sleep so much?" A familiar voice spoke softly next to me. I opened my sleepy eyes to see a figure lying next to me in my bed. He had messy, short, mahogany coloured hair and blueish, greyish eyes. He appeared sheepish and uninterested however stared at me for a few moments before I happened to snap.
"What the hell?!" I gasped sitting up, "How'd you get in here? Why are you in my bed?" I snapped glaring at him from above.
He continued to stare at me with a distant expression. He was so attractive, so adorable and so mysterious. Even though this was incredibly creepy I felt a little happy he was here with me. Especially after that dream.
Since he didn't say anything I decided to lie back down next to him and stare at him with an expressionless face. "How are you?" I asked him quietly.
He shrugged, "Hungry." He murmured back.
I rubbed my eyes and tried to come to terms with what he just said. My heart started to race in both excitement and fear. I really hope he didn't mean...
"No, Shiki." I whispered rolling over to face away from him. I really hoped he got the message. I wasn't about to give him my blood. That was not on the market for him whenever he got thirsty or hungry. It shouldn't be my problem.
I felt an arm wrap around my waist and I felt his body push against mine. He was then spooning me and started stroking my hair with his free hand. "Please?" He begged, lightly pushing his head into my back. "Please, Yuna." He begged again.
I sighed; I didn't want this at all. I wanted our reunion to be romantic, loving and memorable; not him wanting to bite me and suck me dry.
"Yuna?" He murmured.
"Yes?" I replied.
"Okay." He whispered pushing himself up slightly. He pushed his face close to my neck and pulled my hair to one side.
"Shiki?! What are you doing?" I snapped trying to struggle but he held me firmly.
"You said yes." He said before slowly pushing his fangs into my flesh and drinking my blood slowly.
It stung and I felt my body loosen and I dropped my struggling attempts. My body felt gooey and funny, like I was a pie without the insides. Like I was only the crust.
"Shiki..." I struggled to say, I felt very tired and drained as he was drinking my blood. He stroked my back with his fingers and made it feel tingly, however it didn't distract me from his painful fangs. "Please..." I managed to say as he pulled his fangs out of my neck. He licked the remaining blood and stared at my neck for a little while. "Please don't do it again, that's enough for today." I said feeling so exhausted.
"You're so yummy. I could drink you dry." He whispered. Somehow that made me shudder in both an excited and terrified way. The way he said it was sexual however I'd die if he did that. Let alone my powers would kick in before he would get the chance and then he'd die.
"Please, not without my permission." I said feeling the will to fall back asleep.
"Alright, thank you for your delicious blood." He said nuzzling my neck slowly. He still sounded distant in his voice and even his attempts to be romantic were crappy; however I felt it was just who he was, his personality. He always kept to himself so even him going this far with a person felt very strange and out of the ordinary. My love for him would always be strong though.
He poked at my neck for a little bit.
"What are you doing? That hurts." I said rolled over to lie on my back and look at him. The more I look at him the more those butterflies in my tummy flutter about. He was so god damn cute and I just wanted to wrestle with him, however he didn't seem the type.
"Your powers, they haven't kicked in yet to heal you." He said just staring at my neck. My anti-vampire powers had a habit of healing my wounds a lot as well as beating the crap out of Vampires. I was the perfect Vampire hunter even though I really wasn't one. I just inherited these abilities from my father.
"They will." I mumbled stretching a little bit.
Shiki shrugged, still curious about my neck, or was it concern? I couldn't tell with him.
I thought for a moment, "Hey, if you get to drink my blood, what do I get in return?" I asked him jokingly. He thought I was serious though. He pulled himself on top of me and we touched foreheads. He rested his body over mine and began to stroke my cheek with one of his hands. I stared deeply into his eyes, my heart felt like it would jump out of my chest, my body was trembling in excitement and exhilaration and I waited for his next move.
"I love you." He said with a silent and solemn expression. My mind was going crazy at this point, as if all my problems and sadness had just been tossed out the window. He just changed my mood completely, made me happy for once. He made me smile, something I had barely done in the past three months. This was something only Shiki could do.
"I love you too." I replied as he pushed his lips onto mine. It was deep and I traced his mouth with tongue as he did the same. I felt his fangs and tried to avoid them as best I could so I wouldn't cut my tongue. It was so romantic, so slow yet so fast at the same time. I didn't realize but our bodies were slowly moving with each other, like we were grinding on each other. He stroked my side as he continued to kiss me deeply. I felt like I was dreaming.
I felt his hand reach for my chest and I began to blush. Was I really going to let him touch me like that? He pulled away from our kiss and caught my restless gaze. "Why are you scared? It's a part of your body." He asked hesitant about continuing. He still appeared distant however; he was probably the least romantic person when it came to sexual things.
"I-I don't know. I just am. They're just a part of me that only I've seen and touched... I guess I'm a bit self-conscious too." I admitted becoming a little flustered. I wish I wasn't so embarrassed but this is the first time I had ever been in this situation before.
"It's a part of you," He said, "That makes it beautiful." He then pushed his mouth onto mine again, our tongues began to wrestle and I allowed him to touch me. He was gentle, yet not as curious as I expected most guys would be. He stopped caressing my breasts faster than I expected he would. He didn't even attempt to go under clothing. Either he thought it was merely another body part of mine like an arm or a leg or he was being incredibly respectful. I had to go with the first one.
As our bodies moved up and down along each other I felt his hands travel again, this time to my lady area. He was so quick about it I didn't have time to hesitate. My mind jolted and I freaked out. I wasn't ready for this. I wasn't ready for this at all, not now!
In an attempted to pull away and tell him now I accidently pricked my tongue on one of his fangs. This made him kiss me more as I tried my best to wiggle out from under him. He began to suck on my tongue and I started feeling weak again. The gooey, drained feeling started to return as I felt him pulling down my pyjama bottoms. I couldn't say no to him, I really couldn't. This made him want to continue even more and I felt so uncomfortable and scared. I didn't want to lose my virginity, not yet. Not after the drama I had just been through. But I couldn't tell him to stop, I was exhausted and couldn't speak or move. Shiki... please stop, I thought to myself in the hopes he'd read my mind somehow.
At that moment, a tiny purple spark jolted from my body and towards Shiki. He was taken aback and he pushed himself up and sat on the bed beside me. He appeared a little confused and shocked in a way. He wasn't expecting that. My blood trailed from his mouth a little.
I gasped for breath, "I'm not ready, Shiki. I needed to tell you to stop." I explained sitting up. The stinging of my tongue and neck began to ease as I felt my power do its healing thing. I was relieved.
"My apologies." He said scooping up the drip on his finger from his chin. "That was the best kiss I've ever had." He admitted distantly, staring at his finger where my blood was.
I pulled up my bottoms and placed my head into my knees, I wish he could take me seriously sometimes. I guess he just doesn't understand me too well. Oh Shiki...

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