"Call me back please."
Taylor rested his head against the bus bunk bed, him currently being on tour.
As well as Shawn.
Taylor sniffed quietly, not wanting to wake up his friends.
He ached as he heard Shawn's soft voice through his headphones.
He didn't know what to do with himself.
He just found out that Shawn was dating Camila Cambello.
"For publicity baby."
About a million times he has heard that, all from Shawn.
But every time he sees a picture with the two smiling at each other, he doesn't believe it.
He deletes the rest of Shawn's voicemails.
He hugs the bear he got from Shawn close to his chest as tears run down his cheeks.
"Why don't I believe him?"
He talks to the lifeless bear.
"I know that smile Rauly-the name of his bear, coming from Shawn's middle name- ."
"He used to look at me like that."
"Rauly, I swear if he's just playing me." He tightens his grip on Rauly.
"I don't think I'd do much." His grip loosens as one last tear rolls down his face.
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The next day isn't so great for Taylor, of course he feels amazing when he sees his fans but after, he feels like complete shit.
He lays on his bunk and decides to turn his TV to get his mind off of him.
Not a good decision.
"There has been a kiss cam tonight ladies and gentleman, Shawn Mendes and Camila Cambello have been spotted kissing after an Ed Sheeran show, find out more after this only on ET News."
Taylor rolled over and let the tears fall.
"Just for publicity." He scoffed through tears.
"I can't believe he played me Rauly." Taylor pulled the bear into his arms.
"But I don't think I have the strength to do anything about it."
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This is horrible! Next weekend my next one-shot will be better I promise!
Till next time loves!
