Everything keeps changing,
twisting and turning,
I can't stand it, want it to stop.
I always know that people are going to hurt me,
but I get close to them.
This is my punishmennt.
I'd risen to far up
out of that ocean,
and now,
now I'm falling,
and I'm scraed to make it stop.
Scared because I don't know what it will be like,
look like,
when I stop.
Stop falling.
Same as before,
I could have, should have,
stayed down
down in that ocean.
Tryed to swim,
or let the current pull me where ever it wanted.
But ut instead
I wanted to go up,
higher.
And it worked,
I cheated though.
And now
now I am falling,
too scared to stop.
I'd rather keep falling
than find out what could posibly
be here,
I know what's down there though.
That ocean,
I know every inch of it,
and I know what's up there.
This in-between,
it's this in-between,
that bothers me,
scares me.
I'm falling,
but please,
please, don't let it stop.
I don't want to stop falling.
