love at first text | j.s

love me or leave me | 56

todays picture is one direction because i love them so much & they're my everything.

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madison

me: it's probably really late or early or just something, i have no clue, but the main reason i'm sending you this text is, because i can't do this anymore, it's just all too much at the moment. you know how amazed i am by the work you've done and everything, but i just have the feeling that you don't really want this. us. and it hurts. i'm not jealous of you or something, it's just, i have the feeling that you ignore me, even when you're in australia. i can't stop thinking about you and to know that you won't think of me hurts badly. i should have uploaded a video this week and last week, but i'm not fine, there is no way i'm filming a video when i am feeling like shit. but the main reason i'm thinking is that you stopped loving me, you know? you were actually my first love and then you broke my heart and until now everything was fine but now nothing is fine. i'm not fine. decide.

me: love me or leave me

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i just wanted something to happen 😇
this chapter is inspired by the song "love me or leave me" from my girls little mix and actually my boys also dropped a new song and it's amazing srsly

so i have a quiet good ending for this story in my head but i will probably change it but oh well 😅
i think this story will end with the 100th chapter so we have good 44 chapters to finish