Nothing Like Us

Chapter 2

It was Sunday . I was currently cleaning my room while jamming out to music . It was 2:32 in the afternoon . I haven't seen or talked to David ,since the party .  I couldn't let go of that kiss & how much it hurt me . He texted me yesterday but I never replied . Next thing I knew ,I got a text from him saying , "Hey , let's hangout ?!"

I replied , " Sure . "

15 minutes later , David was sitting on my living room couch with my dad , I was getting ready in my room . Once I finally came downstairs , wearing a plain , white v-neck , with some denim high , waisted shorts & white vans , we started walking out of my house. "So where are we going to go !?" he asked .

"I don't know , .  . . uhm , beach ? " I suggested  .

"Sure , "he said then we started walking to the beach , which was only 10 minutes away from where I lived . 

" Where'd you go Friday !" he randomly asked . 

I thought for a moment , then spoke , " Oh , I got a headache from the loud music , so I went home ."

"Oh , so anyways , I heard you & Luke have like a thing now ?"

I stared at the ground  , '' Not really, we were both a bit drunk , so it was just a one time thing , what about you & Annie , " I replied . 

"What about me & Annie ?"

" It looked like you were enjoying her at the party ."

"You can't blame me  , she's pretty hot. "

He must've saw the hurt in my face ,because then turned over to me , "what's wrong , are you jealous ?" he said . I rolled my eyes ,carelessly , "you're funny , why would I be jealous ? " I lied . He just rolled eyes , putting a smirk on his face . Luckily , we finally got to the beach  ,we stood there viewing the waves coming towards us , but then leaving . It was silent for a few minutes , " Want to get in , " he asked . 

"Sure , " I said . 

He took off his shirt , while I was taking off my shoes & socks . He started running to the water , I just stood there watching him , I was too scared to go in , it looked cold . Once he got in , the water was up to his belly button , he looked at me , waiting for me to get in . He rolled his eyes , knowing that I wasn't going to get in ,anytime soon . Next thing I knew , he was carrying me inside & I was screaming for him to let me go . He dropped me in the water , letting my whole body inside , get wet. I swam up , splashed water at his face . He laughed , then came in for a hug , I hugged him back , he didn't let go . He then , pushed me into the water , but this time , he came in with me . I could see his face , his hairs ,all going in different directions . I laughed , & we came closer to each other. He then  , closed his eyes , getting ready to kiss , I starred at him , then swam up . What was he just about to do ? Does he like me ? Do I like him ? No . I didn't want to kiss him  , I mean I did , but I couldn't . That wouldn't be fair to Annie . Why was he such a turn on ? ugh . I started walking out of the water , to the sand . "Y-you're leaving ," he said confused . "Yup ,'' I said , while walking . I couldn't see his expression , but I know he was confused right now . "I-I'm sorry  , ok . I didn't mean to make it awkward with a kiss . I-it's just - " he stuttered nervously . I interrupted him , " you just what !? You just thought I was going to kiss you back . You thought you could just cheat on Annie like that , you don't deserve her David . She's too good for you . I'm not the second option . "I nearly screamed . 

"I'm sorry ok ! What else am I supposed to say ?!"he said ,while trying to catch up to me , as I walked faster & faster . I stopped , turned around , looked into his deep , hazel eyes . "Sorry ? Oh , because that's totally going to fix everything , right ! What the fuck David ?! You've never pulled this shit on me , why now ? " I said calmly . 

Our bodies were so close , causing so much tension . We were looking into eachother's eyes , " What about 5th grade ? Last day of school ? " he said quietly . I turned back around , not facing him anymore ,  I stood there , "we were young , that was nothing special , " I lied . Then , I ran to my house , not wanting to face him , not right after what I just said , it was nothing but a , lie . That fifth grade kiss meant so much to me , but  it wasn't like that for him , it couldn't be . I opened my room door  , once it shut , I locked it , then I sat there on the ground . The first tear rolled down my cheek , then came one after another . I couldn't take it , what just happened , was too much for me . Why was I making this so hard ? Was it me , or him ? No , I must be me . I could've just kissed him back. But I didn't .