No Strings Attached (Harry Styles)

Chapter Twelve

"Its not you we have to change, your perfect in every way.. Its me, if you do what the others haven't and complete me and make me fall for you, then I will eventually say it. I'll try because I mean this much to you and your willing on doing anything for me. So please change me, please. I want to love you so badly, but if I say it I wont mean it and it wont be as special to me as it is to you, and by the time I do fall in love with you. The word will be so played out, warn out and mis-used that it would not be special in any kind of way" I whispered our foreheads touching

"For you anything, this is a challenge i accept, gladly" he kissed my lips and then laid next to me, I took this time to straddle him, kissing every exposed area in his body. I lowered myself on his member and rocked back and worth, I needed this now. Everything was getting too real, I needed a cosmic relief, something fun and entertaining, something that gets my mind off of reality and sends me to my own world, a knew high.

"Babe" he speaks softly combing through my hair, I opened my once closed eyes to reveal a perfectly molded god like figure.

"Hmm" I hum in anticipation

"I didn't have a condom on" he says calmly, I chuckle and he looks at me with a confused expression

"We're to young to have kids" he says rocking my body back and forth

"Yet your not stopping me" I raise an eye brow and he just shrugs

"You know what it would be like to have the women I love pregnant with my kids" he whispered propping up on his elbows with a small smile plastered on his face, almost as if he was deep in thought

"You want kids?" I ask with a warming smile

"Yea, two, you?" He says rocking my body a little faster, I moan rolling my head back in pure pleasure

"I want twins, girl and a boy" I say just as he pulls on my hair causing another unexpected moan to escape my mouth, this time our intimacy wasn't rushed I was rocking at a pace that wasn't overwhelming or too slow. It was just right.

"Hmm that would be nice, I love the name Darcy" he says smiling even bigger, the corners of his mouth reaching his ears causing his dimples to show from their hidden spot.

"Monica Darcy Styles" I mumble to myself hoping he wouldn't hear

"I love it" he says, I ground myself deeper onto his member causing both of us to moan

"I'm afraid i've probably gotten you pregnant already" his smile doubled in size causing his eyes to squint and his dimples to deepen, I had never seen him this happy.

"Haz, calm down I'm on the pill" I mumbled while chuckling, he smiled and smirked, my pace increased just a little more causing an unexpected grunt to emit from Harry's perfect lips.

"What happened to being rough?" I asked with a playful smirk

"I like it better like this, rough is meaningless, soft and gentle involves feelings... Weather that it be love or just a strong form of like" I giggled and nodded, bending down softly planting delegate pecks here and there.

"Thank you" I whispered, his hands gripped mine tightly and securely, as we held eye contact, my velocity increasing drastically. He gave my hand a few reassuring squeezes.

"Harry, faster" I moaned out for his help, he gladly gripped onto my waist rocking my body on his much much quicker, the only thing circulating the room was our loud moans (scratch that my loud moans), Harrys grunts and the thumping of the headboard on the wall perfectly in unison with the squeaking of the screaming and crying legs of the mattress. This night has truly been amazing in ways I can't even explain. I found yet another way to connect with Harry sexually, he told me the many things he loves about me, we have made up and I think we are back together, we spoke of our future which involves me and him (of course) and a third or forth member to our non-existing family and you know something, I kind of don't mind us moving ahead so quick. You would think a girl that is afraid of love and to commit would be just as afraid as planning a future she is not sure she will hold with that one person she does not love, but to me it just shows the many ways Harry truly Loves me and just shows distinctness of him as opposed to my pervious relationships. I honestly think he will teach me and most of all change me to be able to love, trust and commit to us. For the better. Finally we had intimacy at a pace that I had no idea existed.

"Oh god I'm so close, babe" I moaned out, my moans working as a mascot, quickly sending the rush of adrenaline and encouragement he needed, to get me to my high, to my escape.

"Fuck" he cusses, releasing himself in me as I released myself on his member, this was a new kind of feeling having him IN me, actually in me. As in his semen coursing through my area, trying to grip on before they are rejected and die out. It connected us even more, for the second time today, which just adds onto the current of amazing events that have been created in this room in one unforgettable night.

"I like having sex with out a condom" I huffed out, his eye brow was raised and I just chuckled

"Why is that?" He asks as he finished riding out our orgasms, I plopped myself next to him, leaning my head on his chest as his hand caressed my hair. His chest rising and falling rapidly, and his racing heart beat Music to my ears. Lub-dub Lub-dub Lub-dub Luuuuubbb-duubbbb Luuuuubbb-duubbbb lub-dub lub-dub... A perfect symphony that resulted in the appeal to the ears.

"Because I like feeling you in me" I whispered a little embarrassed, his hand reached down to my chin pulling it up as our eyes locked

"I like being inside you, and I love that you like me being inside of you" He whispered in my ear, sending several fireworks up and down my body. How could someone as perfect as him be with someone as fucked up as me ?!

"I love you and always will" He smiled down at me kissing the top of my head, I don't deserve him...