"Pero hindi naman pag sinabi mo na 'mahal kita', tapos na yun. May nagsabi sakin na.. Pag daw nagmahal ako, dapat.." Yna stops for a while.
"Ibukas yung mga mata ko." She continues.
"At alam mo totoo yun. Kasi tuwing binubukas ko yung mga mata ko, nakikita kita..." She held her tears back. She could feel the lump in her throat.
"Nakikita ko yung narealidad na.." She sniffs.
"Hindi pwede maging tayong dalawa." Tears filled up her eyes. She held her breath and lets go of it.
"Kaya gusto ko maisipan mo muna." She said, this time calmer. A tear escapes Angelo's eyes.
"Subukan mo muna na wala ako."
This time, Angelo held back his tears.
Tiniluy ni Yna."Hindi dahil sa ayaw ko. Kasi maniwala ka, gustong gusto kita mahalin... Natatakot lng ako."
Angelo starts talking. "Yna..."
"Wala kang dapat ikatakot." He said, ever so softly.
Yna looks down and looks at Angelo."Natatakot ako kasi walang gulo sa pagmamahalan ito. Hindi lng ako. Hindi lng ikaw. May ibang tao kasali. Natatakot ako kasi. Ito lng ako eh.." Their hearts aching.
"Magkalayo magkalayo tayo." Yna added.
Angelo looks at Yna in the eye and held her hand.
"Bakit, Yna? Kasi mayaman kami? Oo, mayaman magulang ko pero Yna, nagsisimula lng naman ako eh. E-eventually si Mama magugustuhan ka naman."
Umiwas lamang ng tingin kay Angelo si Yna.
"Yna, kahit anong mangyari ipaglalaban kita Yna."
Yna pulled away her hands from Angelo to wipe her tears away. She walks past Angelo but he stopped her from walking away.
"Yna.." He back-hugged her.
"Yna, please." He begged. With all his heart and soul. Their tears just keeps falling and falling. Just like their hearts which are tearing apart from the pain.
"Maging matapang tayong dalawa. Maging matapang tayong dalawa para sa pagmamahalan na to." And they hear their hearts crying out.
Yna turns around to face Angelo. "Ikaw.. Naharap mo na lahat na kinakatakotan mo. Darating mo na kung nasan ka ngayon. Ako.. Wala pa ako sa narating mo. Ang hinihiling ko sayo.." Angelo's tears fell.
"Sana hintayin mo ko. Hintayin mong damating yung panahon na.. Handa na ako. Yung wala na akong kinakatakotan na kahit na ano."
Angelo looks away. Yna just gaze at him. Yna knows she hurt Angelo's feelings. But she also knows that he would understand her. She just knows he would.
He couldn't accept it. But he understands her. He needs to. Because he loves Yna that much to be willing to wait for her. His true love.
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Okay, this writing is not up to my standard pero tinatamad na ako magedit. I was bored, hehe kaya nagdecision ako magwrite ng story based on the scene. Ang tagal na to pero ngayon ko lng napublish whoops. I could still remember crying so much for this scene. I guess this is the first scene of AngYna that I cried like a lot. Babawi ako. Next chapter mas maganda ang story. :)
love, Junya :*
