[...] this is where it gets complicated...
I try to take him off my mind, so i'm pretending to myself (trying to..) like other guys.. But it was just not the same as with "Jo"..
I tolled my friends
"Yes I'm over him"
But for real.. this was only the begging..
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I tried so hard to forget him, but while i was trying to focus on other guys, or school or whatever.. He always would be in my mind.. Making me suffer..
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I was 24/7 asking why he didn't like me..
Oh did i say he had a girlfriend?
I compared myself to her, and didn't
stop insulting me.. Trying to find where i went wrong.. Finding ever small detail about me, that were un-existent at the time, that are now one of my biggest fear... Per example the way i walk, my eyebrows, my clothes, my friends, my likes on facebook, the way i laugh, how fat i am.. Literally EVERYTHING.
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I felt so bad.. All because of him..
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Then i told one of my "friends" that i liked him..
And they suddenly came more and more "friends.."
I felt damage, bad And the sad was invading in me so quickly...
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I felt like that.. It became worst and worst... Until 1 month after school started.. Everything came crashing down, but 10 times harder and painful then the beginning..
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Reality takes over
RomanceThis is a real story. This is what I've been living in since day one... I think it's going to help me, and I hope you enjoy... - Reality takes over Is the story of a girl Called meg (not my real name) that has been living Not so great things... Bu...
