No Strings Attached (Harry Styles)

Chapter Eleven

"Look at me!" I demanded gripping her chin and tugging up forcefully

"I fell in love, sue me.. Why is that so wrong to you? Do you not see I'm sticking by you.. Just give in" My head sunk onto hers, we had been laying on each other for so long that now it felt as if our foreheads had morphed into one.

"I don't love you Harry" I lifted my head, her words were low, so low in fact that I don't think she even heard herself.. But I, I heard them loud and clear and now as much as I try I wont be able to shake these cemented words out of my head. Each letter was carefully scratched onto the back of my head with a nail. Jamming the sharp end repeatedly and then dragging to make out the letters perfectly.

"SO YOUR GOING TO TELL ME YOU FEEL NOTHING WHEN I DO THIS?" I asked pushing my lips on hers

"OR THIS?" I bent my head down sucking on her neck

"Harry" she whispered, but I didn't stop I wanted to brake her.. I wanted her to feel my pain. She began to fidget in my hold, this angered me. She gets to hurt others with out hearing them out, without letting them put up a fight? Then that is exactly what she will get. I took one free hand and grasped both her small hands in my massive one, pinning them down harsh-fully.

"harry your hurting me" she whimpered on my touch, her lip slowly quivering, attempting to keep the tears in. And then thats when I noticed, I was hurting her and it wasn't a mistake or non-intensional. No I wanted to hurt her I admitted it myself, I wanted to brake her, I wanted to see her cry but most of all I wanted to see her hurt. So hurt in fact that I would take pride in how broken she would be, her sorrow being my price, a mere trophy that held all her happiness. A collection of horrid trophies that would only push her in the opposite direction and at the end she would hate me, which would only make me hate myself. I had this all played out in my head, yet I still managed to carry out my plan, if she wouldn't have told me I was hurting her then I would've continued. What was wrong with me back there? I lost myself, I wasn't myself. I had found some dark part of me that I myself couldn't seem to tame or grasp.. A part of me that I wished would never have found its way back out, that I had devoted years in attempting to tame and when I finally succeeded, promised myself he would never be let out of his cage again. But I failed not only myself but the love of my life. I let her go and ran out of the room without daring to take a glance back at her fragile body lying on the floor.

"Mr. Styles where are you going? Mr. Styles.. Hello" I heard Mr. Chambers faint calls, as I was running I spotted Tay just down the hall.

"Help me, do as you please with me.. I need to get my mind off of things"

**Abby's POV**

"Is everything okay?" The councilor Vanessa asks me, right after Harry's sudden barge out of the class Mr. Chambers made a call down to the principles office and they told him to just stay put that security is on its way. He also told me that what ever it is he wouldn't know how to help and therefore, I must visit Vanessa to vent and not completely drive myself insane, apparently I need psychiatric help.

"Yea just a bit overwhelming but I'll get through it I'm a trouper" I dramatically balled my hands into fits and repeatedly abused the air

"Well, I know your not okay and you'll probably be here a while until they find where Harry went so just spill. Make this time useful" I nodded

"Umm, well I met Harry last summer at the Milton High party that the students always have every year" I paused letting the knew information seep in before continuing "and we instantly clicked, since then we had been holding up a pretty steady relationship"

"Okay go on" she said with a smile

"But just recently he told me he loved me an-"

"Aww that is so cute, you guys are like the cutest couple ever" I roll my eyes and stifle a small chuckle "but I am sorry continue your intriguing story" she changed her posture, leaning forward on her elbows while laying her head in her hands and plastering the biggest smile anybody could pull off on her face.