Dating A Nerd

part 5

"Let's just be friend" i said. He suprised with my word. "I thought you also have a feeling towards me" he asked. I nodded. "Yes i do. But we just met and there's still a lot of things about you i need to know more." I said and put my right hand on his. He just looked at our hands. "That's why i asked you to date with me so we could know each other even more." He said. I shooked my head. Saying no. "I took every relationship seriously. It's like an agreement. Im afraid if there's part of you i didnt like and makes me want to break our relationship once i saw your flaws. Let's just be friend. At least for now. Im sorry if my words break your heart but trust me. I also want us to be something but not now. " i patted his hand.

Just how much this thing hurts him, it also hurts me as well. But to start a relationship is just too soon. What if he saw my flaws and decided to give up? It just makes this relationship like a game. For me relationship is more than that. Finished with our food, we agreed to back home.

He drove me back home. The road is too quiet. Just like us in car. Nobody wants to start a conversation. Just before i got out from the car, he grabbed my arms. Looking me in the eyes, he said "fine, let's just be friend. But let me treat you like i want. Let me show my love for you. Let me love you like i want to since last year. " i smiled to him. Grabbing his hands that was on my arms, i bring it to my chest. Near the heart. "Keep praying so i could open here for you" i said giving him some support.

"Thanks Mey. Tonight is really my bitter-sweet memories. Goodnight. I love you" he said and kiss my right cheek. "Goodnight" i said and got out of the car. The door already opened for me. I guess Zeyraa did that. Once i entered my house i was dragged to the sofa. "So? Did this so-virgin girl had her first kiss?" Zeyraa said and taking a seat beside me. My mind and body are too tired to explain to her everything. "I'll tell you tomorrow okay? I need to take some rest." I said and got up. I could hear her sigh while i walking upstairs.

Got into my room and i took a short shower. Once im done with myself, i headed to my bed. Never thought this bed could feel this comfort. Beep! A message come into my phone. I looked at it. It's from Shyrie. Wanna go to school with me tomorrow baby? Quickly, i reply his message sure. I guess i dont hv to tell you where my house right? Lol. Sent. Beep! Another message come. Wow. He reply it too fast. Haha yeah. I'll use my magic to detect your house. Goodnight baby. I love you. His message makes me smile. Goodnight. I replied. Just after a few minutes my eyes started to feel heavy. Before i knew it, i have already fall asleep.