I Never Liked

I never liked

When you'd go away.

Chasing your car,

Try and make you stay.

I'd never like

When we used to fight.

Have to say I'm sorry

Before I'd say goodnight.

But you'd shine so bright.

I never thought you'd be my only light.

And it's not what it seems.

I only get to see you in my dreams.

I never liked

Seeing you cry.

Always see you smiling

When I close my eyes.

I'd only feel safe

When you're near.

Hearing your laugh

Was like a song to my ear.

Can you wake me up?

This dream is a nightmare and I've had enough.

I'm chasing your car.

I chased it all the way until it got too far.

I never liked

Seeing you still.

They've taken you away now

And I can't feel.

I never thought

There'd be a final goodnight.

You still shone

But I could see no light.

Won't you wake me up?

I'm chasing your car til I can find enough.

I think I've found the worst.

My last chase was after your hearse.

I never liked when you'd go away.

I still wait to see you home someday.