Finding my own way

x 18

He got back under the covers and gave me head. I scream and I really couldn't cause I think I lost me voice. I moved my hips to the rhythm of his licks and tried to move away from him but he had me on lock down.

"Daddy!" I came for that last and final time. He came up smiling at me, while I was out of breath.

"Ima fuck you up for doing that shit to me." I said as I threw a pillow at him. He came up and kissed my forehead and moved me to a chair so he could clean. when he was done he got me a new gown and sat in the bed with me.

"Babe Ima go and pick up kim." I nodded my head and laid back. he kissed me and walked out. I was getting into this movie on lifetime when my door opened. it was my mother.

"Si'maya where is my daughter and husband?" She said with out asking me why I'm in here. She looked hurt and lost. She had on grass stains on her clothes that was ripped and worn down. Her hair was wild and crazy plus it had stuff in there. She had white stuff around her mouth and a little coke around her nose. Guess she sucked for money.

"How am I supposed to know where your bitch ass husband is, and kim is at school getting picked up." I said rolling my eyes.

"Look......I just want to say sorry...so........sorry there happy? Now get up and get your stuff so we could go home."

I looked around and looked back at her. "Who you talking to? Cause I know its not me. Fuck you think this is." I said looking back at the t.v.

She moved to the t.v and shut it off. "Look you ungrateful little bitch, your going home weather you like it or not. So don't fucking talk back I got someone for you at the house that has needs for a young girl like you." She said with a smirk on her face.

I don't know what came over me but I just couldn't take it anymore. I had a smirk right along with her and attacked her. I let out all my anger on her. I had so much hate for her and the fact that she cared more about her money and me getting rapped again just made me feel that I lost my mother to.

We kept on fighting when I felt arms around me and kim crying. She got up and wiped her nose and mouth.

"That's ok....I don't need you! I got kim.....she'll help." My mother said with a bloody smile. I got away from ant just in time to get kim away from her.

"Give me my fucking daughter bitch!" I shook my head and held her tight.

"I don't want to gwo with you meanie! Get the helwl away from mwe!" My mother looked at her like she lost her mind.

"If you come near us again I will call CPS to take us away." She shook her head. "Thier not going to take you guys cause I'm your mother, all I'm going to say is that you ran away and kidnapped kim. You need to think sometimes."

I laughed right in her face. "So when they bring us back to the house How much drugs and needles they're going to find? What food and clothes are they going to find? What job do you have..cause that sucking dick and fucking isn't a job anymore. Think about it if I call they're going to take us away after I tell them whats been going on...and you'll get arrested too."

She looked like she didn't understand what I just said to he. She knew all of this was going to come back to her and my father. She knew about everything. And I be damn is she'll ever take kim away from me, I would do anything for that little girl and for my mother to say that she was going to take her got me tight.

She looked at us one more time and left I shook my head and got kim to clam down. I never want to see here again but something told me that this wouldn't be the last time we was going to see her again.

After everything this bitch faith came in! What the fuck I don't want to fight anymore!

"Baby what you doing here how's our daughter?" Faith said I snapped my neck towards ant and had a questionable look on my face. Then again the bitch could be lying just to get on my nerves. I got out of bed and stood right next to her just in case.

"Faith what baby are you talking about I'm 15 I'm not having any kids no time soon. So you need to go on somewhere with that shit...go find your life or something." He said not caring bout the whole thing.

"So what your saying is that you don't care about me or the baby?! How can you say something like that anthony?! I thought you loved me!"

I just stayed quite....creeping......waiting........for the right moment.

"If you supposedly caring 'my baby' let me see the ultrasound pictures then."

She pulled out the pictures and they had a real baby on there too. I watch closely to anthony's face, how is he not reacting to this. Then I had to think about it. When we got in to the argument and I caught him cheating, he only kissed faith and he only had sex with crystal. Not faith..........OH MY GOD! I'm going to wait watch this bitch is going to get it!

Anthony's P.O.V

Faith gave me the pictures or this 'baby' that she's having by me. I Looked closely and tried to fing something that I could prove her wrong.

When did you do this?" I said pointing at the pictures.

"I did them last week." I nodded my head and looked at her with a smirked at her. "How far along are you?"

"3 months." I nodded. "What is it?"

"It's a boy." She said not caring. "What's his name?"

"Anthony jr." I just shook my head. "How do you know what it is when knowing you have to know by 4 mouths. And this is not a boy....its a set of twins, their names are Kenny and Kadin, and this was taken in 2005! Bitch we in 2015! Go find your fucking life why don't you!"

I said while throwing the papers at her. She looked shocked. From the corner of my eye I saw maya pulling her hair up. and just like that faith was on the floor. I watched the fight for a little bit then pulled maya off. Always gotta pulled her off someone.

"You stupid ass bitch! You always want to mess up something then come in like someone asked for you! No one wants captain save a hoe all the damn time! You look like mater from cars like I would- I would slap your fucking forehead off. Looking like the damn sun, you ugly,fugly looking ass bitch! Go find your life please!"

I was rolling! Ha! As she was saying all of this faith didn't say one word. She just picked up everything and stood there. Now that's sad. After that she left. We fix the room up for the last time then took nap today was crazy.

Hey loves! How is your weekend going?

Anywho told ya'll I was going to keep up with my updates!

Oh and I meant to say that she got shot twice one by her heart and around the spinal area.

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