“Harry it’s nothing honestly it’s not what it looks like?” I dunno why I defended myself it was exactly what it looked like. I did love harry really I did but I love Liam too and obviously Liam feels the same way and harry doesn’t, what was I supposed to do? Harry looked at me saddened I could tell. Then he looked away towards Liam “could you give us a minute” he said bitterly. Liam looked towards me nodded then left. “Harry don’t make a big deal out of this” I said sitting down on a chair. “A big deal” he said “a big deal, how do you think It makes me feel to walk in and see you kissing him” I was confused. He didn’t care right? “look harry I dunno what to say or why your acting like this it’s really nothing to do with you” I said going to back to join the others but before I reached the door he grabbed my arm and pulled me back “look Lillie you don’t understand” he said looking deep into my eyes “what am I supposed to understand harry?” I said pulling my arm away from him, he looked towards the floor while he spoke “Lillie I love you” he said finally looking at me “I’ve always loved you, I just didn’t know how to tell you I thought if I did I’d lose our friendship, I’d lose you and I didn’t want that.” Why was he saying this now? I thought this was what I wanted, harry to love me but now I’ve found Liam It was all just too much to handle “harry you don’t mean that just stop ok” i said feeling the tears well up in my eyes “yes I do Lillie just give me a chance please” he said taking my hand, I pulled away again “look please don’t hate me ok, its fine if you don’t feel the same but please don’t hate me lils your my best friend and I don’t ever want to lose you” I was silent this was all too much “ok, I’ll go home let you think, errm call me soon please” he said almost begging, then he went kissing my cheek as he did, that was when the tears started to fall and he was gone.
I collapsed back into the chair. So he felt the same, I should be happy right but why was I not. A few months ago if he’d told me this I’d of fallen straight into his arms and been the happiest girl ever but now with Liam in the picture, im sat in my kitchen crying alone my friends in next door having fun and harry who knows where. Things should not be like this…
(Harry’s P.O.V)
I went straight home everyone was out, mum had left a note on the side saying she’d be back late but there was food in the fridge for me. I laid down on the couch and took the time to breathe and think about everything that had just happened. My phone in my hand just in case she decided to call me. So that was it I told her and she didn’t care! All the times I thought about telling her thinking she’d either feel the same or hate me things just didn’t go as I hoped. I’d put my heart on the line and where had it got me? Losing my best friend the one person I truly cared about. So she was into Liam but that was not going to stop me no way. I knew that deep down a part of her cared about me or we would never have been as close as we were and that had to be a good thing right! Well now I just had to use that friendship to show her that I was right for her not him. I’d always been there for her and I always will be she had to know that…
(Lillie’s P.O.V)
I emerged from the kitchen after drying my eyes and decided I was acceptable to see my friend who as I guessed had realised something had happened. They’d obviously seen harry storm out and stopped the film, Liam was pacing and the others all turned to me when I opened the door. “Lillie what the hell just happened harry looked like he was about to smash something” Louis asked. I looked at Liam to see if he’d said anything, he shook his head, great; now I had all this explaining to do. “look guys me and harry have just had a bit of a misunderstanding that’s all, but do you guys mind leaving now I don’t feel great and just need some space to think” I said feeling rude but knowing if they stayed I’d go crazy. Everyone stared at me with ‘yeah’ ‘okay’ ‘are you sure’ I just said yes im fine and hugged everyone as they left apologising for kicking them out. “Lils you sure you don’t want me to stay and talk about it?” Katie asked she was my best friend and she knew something was up. “No I just need some time to think, I’ll call you though” I said “okay, it’ll all be fine you know he does care” she meant harry and she really didn’t know how close she was to the problem. She hugged me and left with Maisie and Aimee. Liam stayed behind we decided we both needed to talk, so we went back into the house, Liam made us both hot chocolate and we both got the things we needed to off our chests…
(Harry’s P.O.V)
…wondering round the kitchen plucking up the courage to go back round and talk to her, she hadn’t called so I was gonna man up and go myself. I was already to go I’d seen the others leave about an hour ago so I knew it would be a good time for us to sort things out. So I went out the door about to cross the lawn. And so I see what she’s decided before I even get the chance to talk to her, yeah that’s right there she is kissing him goodbye and not the kind of goodbye you say to just a friend…
