I sat on my staircase, thinking about what just happened to make my world shatter. "I hope I never see you again!!" He screamed as he stared into my ice blue eyes. There he left me, sitting on my staircase, shattered, broken, and empty. I felt the tears run down my cheeks and I stared at the door, waiting for him to return to me like he always did, just like he used to do. Nothing. A minute felt like an hour, and hour felt like a day, a day felt like eternity. I felt my heart rip slowlly, the strings painfully breaking. I thought about every moment we had together. I finally stood up and walked to my bathroom, filled up the bath tub with cold water, I grabbed the pain pills, and my razor blade. I laid in the tub fully clothed and took about 6 pills, the perfect overdose. I took my razor blade to the soft skin on my wrist and cut the words "I surrender". My vision suddenly started to go black and I heard a voice in the back of my head "Hey sweetheart.. It'll be ok.. I'm here..".
The next day I woke up in my room but I was alone, it was 5:45 AM. I decided to get ready for school, I put on my black skinny jeans, a black t-shirt, and my converse. I went in the bathroom and straightened my short black hair. I looked at my wrist, "I surrender" I wrapped my wrist with a bandage and put on a slightly thick layer of black eyeliner.
When I got to school, I stood there by myself. A few people looked at my bandage but didn't ask what happened, I didn't care what they thought. I suddenly felt someone's arms wrap around me tightly, I turned and gazed into the eyes of the boy who just told me he hoped he never saw me again. I didn't say anything, he reached for my wrist but I pulled away. He asked me why and all I said was I was sorry and walked away. He followed me though. I still didn't say anything, he held my hand, I didn't even smile. As he walked me to my class, all I could think about was the memories, our memories we had together.
After school, he found me. He looked me in the eyes and told me he wanted to walk me home, when we got to my house we went in my room and sat on the floor. He held me close and kissed me on the lips and whispered "I forgive you.."
