LOVE CAN CHANGE

Teaser

Life is unpredictable you know why? Because sometimes it makes us happy but sometimes we just want to give up not because of problems but because of so much pain.

We are afraid of problems and responsibilities but this is life we should go with the flow, either we want to survive or not, but we must survived not only for ourselves but also for our love ones.

After we overcome all the problems in life we can hug each other not because we need comfort but becuse of joy. We can cry not because we are broken but because of so much joy and we can laugh out loud whatever we want.

That is life. Full of changes. Just like me i thought i have a not- so-perfect-family but full of love. Akala ko lang pala yun kasi isang araw nagbago ang lahat nang di ko inaakala. Lahat-lahat sa buhay ko ay mali. Puro kasinungalingan at pagpapanggap ang lahat.

Dahil sa mga pangyayari sa buhay ko kailangan kong harapin at tanggapin ang pagbabago. Mahirap oo pero ito ang kailangan ko. Ito ang dapat kong gawin kasi pag diko ito gagawin mabubuhay ako na lahat ay isa lamang kasinungalingan.

I need to sacrifice, i need to choose between the two family. Sa pamilya na kinagisnan ko o sa tunay kong pamilya. I choose my true family kasi sabi ni mama kailangan ko nang tanggapin na they are not my true family.

Kasabay nang pagpili ko sa tunay kong pamilya ay ang pag iwan ko sa taong nagmahal sa akin. It hurts a lot, but what should i do? I really need it to complete my life, to make me whole again because right now im so confused about my whole life and true identity.

The moment i step out from the house i know that is the most painful heartbreak i ever had. Tears streaming in my face is full of hurt and full of sadness that iwant to go back in the house and hug the family i really love the most and that house is my home.

The time that i wiped my tears away after i give my last wave i told my self "this is it" i promised them that no matter what happened i'll be back.

Before i turned my back i see the tears of my mama streaming in her face. Im gonna miss them. They are the one who teach me how to love, to care and how to stand after i fall, teach me how to face all the problems and have faith inGod.

I thought that was my last Goodbye pero mali pala kasi may taong nawala at di na babalik pa. That day is the most unforgettable. I lost the person who loved me. I cry my heart out in that moment. Halos ayoko ko nang huminga lahat sa buhay ko sirang-sira na.