Broken

Chapter 1

The first time i saw you..you were in the chemistry lab after classes.The teacher was yelling at you for skipping his class again...But you were looking up at the ceiling with your earplugs in and hands in your pockets..I was looking at the scene from the hall,through the glass windows where i could see your every move clearly...Your eyes twitched each time the teacher was pointing at you...and i could see you shifting your legs repeatedly...then..you just stormed out the room and passed by me,with your hands still in your pockets...your head still up looking straight forward...paying no mind to the teacher who was still yelling at you to come back..and not even giving me a glance...I could see your form getting smaller and smaller till i couldn't see it anymore.

I had seen you everyday since then...The guy i've never seen before..just entered my life mysteriously.I never got your name..Rarely have i seen you in my class...Though..i really wanted to meet you..to look into your eyes and you into mine and acknowledge me..

I've seen a part of me in you...Even though we didn't meet..how come when you leaved my world just crushed?

One day,in homeroom,the teacher said one classmate was expelled..why?he got into a fight ..He didn't want to say his name...but after some days of not seeing him..i realized that he was the one who got expelled..The only guy who seemed to be normal to me...the one who would never give a shit ..the one who couldn't stand gossip and didn't like authority...the one who skipped classes and had the courage to leave in the middle of the class..He leaved..

I didn't know why i cared so much about it..I still didn't get his name..But really..after he leaved..my life was not worth living.

All those i thought i knew..turned their backs on me...i got picked on...mean girls pulled my hair..i got bruises...and those were so painful that at times i couldn't breath..And one day...i was cornered by my classmates who started talking trash about me...calling me a slut and stuff like that..and one of them came right in front of me..and said ,He's not here to protect you anymore' before i could realize what she said...i was being pushed nearer and nearer the staircase..till i fell and everything went black..

What did you do to me?And why ..?I was never the one to have lots of friends...i never talked to my classmates unless needed..At my old school..i was bullied..but when i moved here..i was safe in the beginning..The first day i walked into class...a girl called me ugly...But that was it..I can tell you were present because no absents were mentioned..However,you were there..Many times i've seen my classmates glaring at me..but i just ignored it..i didn't know what was happening..and chose to leave it that way.Who knew..that all that time..you were the one who looked up for me?Who knew you were the one who told that girl to shut up and stop calling me ugly after class?Who knew you were the one who stopped those who wanted to bully me?And who knew..that i was alright..just because you..from the shadows..stopped all those bad people from harming me?But then you leaved...and..you weren't there to protect me anymore..Why?

I woke up in a white room...everything being white..and just plain...and the smell of medicines was so powerful i realized i was in a hospital room...I remembered the moment i fell..and i couldn't feel my body..just couldn't...The moment i realized where i was..i've observed i wasn't alone..but i could only see the dark silhouette leaving ..and it was so fast that the only thing that was clear to me was the door shutting..It was him..i knew it...I tried getting up but i just couldn't..Tears were stinging my eyes..and i began hyperventilating...the machines i was connected to started beeping faster and louder by each second...and i was panicking so much...i wanted to see him so badly....But he leaved me again...