Dear Ethan
You probably hate me now. For not saving you like I should have. I was stupid. So fucking stupid, to realize you were hurting more than I was. I Should have done something to fix you or try to convince you not to go through with what you were planning.
You even said that you needed this. You needed stability in your life so you could live. But me, being a selfish bitch didn't give it to you. But life isn't fair,I didn't know we were the same kind of people
But you're gone now. 6 feet under. Just another corpse doing there job. Playing dead.
I should have came sooner. I could've saved you like you saved me. But I was just so damn stupid to realize.
Now I'm going to start sounding cheesy I know, I know, but what else can I do. You deserve it, It's been long overdue. It was one thing you wanted me to be that I was not.
Ethan James Kusher, I love you to the moon and back. I just I wish, I could've said it to you while you were still here.
Sweet dreams,
Love Nova
