I live with my monster
it calls out my name
it has become my haunter
And i bow my head in shame
my story it should be shared
I'll admit my addiction
I'm sweating because I'm scared
i've let this be my conviction
I've been letting this get the best of me
I'm stuck in a routine
I'm never fully here or there
but somewhere in between
I hear you cry out my name
but it screams just a little louder
with me lifes always been a game
of who will win, Me or my powder
