Sometimes i think about the memories that we have together... Some of them are good and some of them are bad, and it has me thinking that I miss the us where we were still beginning to be friends and getting to know each other....
I miss the us where we became best friends and told each other practically everything. I felt like i could trust you with anything and you would be there for me when i needed you.... And as we got to know each other more and more, i felt like we started to fall for each other....
Yes we dated... On and off which had me thinking like "why do you go out with me only to break my heart just like many times before" i kept asking myself why i say yes to you, and wonder why you start to like me over and over again...
Some people tell me it's because maybe I was the first girl you ever really loved or maybe theres a part of you that will just always have a certain feeling about me... I've always wondered which of those two things were true or what if none were true and you just used me because you know that i would do anything for you...
But truth is no matter what you do or how many times you hurt me, a part of me will always love you...
Don't ask me why because I don't even know why myself.. Theres just something about you that I like but then there are so many other things that I don't like... But to understand everything between us i should start from the very beginning.....
