I Hate Everything I Love About You (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 2: The Regret

-Can I give you a ride to school?

-Um sure lol

-k. 

What am I going to do? How am I going to talk to him about this. What if he asks me about this guy...Ralph... Wow my bestfriend... I need to get to the bottom of this. I don't believe it. 

*HONK*

That's Johnny... Great. 

I grabbed my bag and everything. Books, ID card, Keys, Pencils, everything. CHECK. Great nothing else to stall what I was trying to avoid. I locked the door and walked towards his truck. He didn't have Adrianna with him. Weird. He'd usually have Adrian with him considering he was always her ride to school. 

"Where's Adrian?"

He looked at me a little upset. I was so confused at this point. 

"She said she need some space so I'm giving her some."

"Its only been a week...."

"I know.."

The car ride was silent. Not really the ideal setting to just bring up something. I played it cool and just sat there. Yeah oh school cool David. Win.

"You cold?"

I looked at him with a 'HELL YES' face.

"Come here."

I looked at him alittle confused. He kept driving. I lived around 15 minutes out of town so we had somewhat a long way to go.

"Coooooome heree." he said again.

I scooted over to him and he put his arm around me and unzipped his jacket. 

"I'm not having sex with you Johnny. Just saying." I said with a wink.

He laughed and made me put my arms around him. His body was warm and somewhat thin. I liked guys that had a little more than bone on them. The rest of the ride was quiet but very hot. Not sexual hot either. It seemed like the more I held on to him the hotter we both got. I swear, I felt like I was sweating!

"Were getting into town. You warm now?"

"Yeah." I said as I pulled away from him and zipped up his jacket.

"Were not telling anyone about this okay." I said to him with a serious face.

He just laughed and made a smirk as he watched the road.

"What are you smiling at?"

"Why don't you want anyone to know about this?"

I just sat there alittle nervous. I didn't want him to know the real reason. 

"Because...People will make fun of us."

He laughed again. "They do that anyway. They think we like eachother." I froze. I did like him. I loved him and I didn't want him to know anything. When I didn't say anything he looked at me. 

"David?"

"Errr yeah?"

"Do you like me?"

I hesitated.

"No your my bestfriend. That wouldn't be right."

He smiled. "Well it wouldn't be so wrong either."

We got to school and I felt sick. Very very sick. I don't know why. Maybe it was because of what just happened. I mean it wasn't that bad. It was everything I've dreamed of but damn. The things he said just made it feel like I was on a roller coaster for  hours that never stopped.