The end where I begin

C h a p t e r 8

'Okay I'm done now, you can finally turn around again.' Oh God I thought he'd never be done.

'So now you have to finish your packing. Checkout is at 11. After what the lads told me I think you need all the time and help you can to get everything packed in time, even if it's only one small suitcase!' I went over to him and grabbed some of his clothes that had been thrown out of the suitcase when Danny had looked for something that I could sleep in, last night.

'You can leave it, I'll pack myself. I'm not as useless as they told you, I promise!' I don't know if I can believe that. 'And besides, Mark is probably the one who told you about the packing right?' I just shook my head and mentioned Glen. 'Oh, then I have no reply. But if it was Mark then ye should know he is more useless than me! He would seriously burn water!'

'Wow! And he calls you useless?!' We both started laughing together. After laughing for a few minutes we decided to go out for breakfast. We were both starving and none of us really wanted to pack the suitcase. There was no need to fold the clothes anyways, we could just throw everything inside on the way out. As much as I really hated doing that I wanted to spend as much time with the lads as possible and letting Danny throw all his clothes into the suitcase would make that possible, so why not...

Danny's POV

We had found a small cafe just down the street from the hotel where we had just ordered our breakfast and tea. For me tea was a must this morning, I was both hungover and had had a lack of sleep due to the event happening with Lauren at 4am. She couldn't help it and I was not gonna push her to tell me if she didn't want to. Not that I didn't wanna know cause I did, but I just know that opening up and trusting someone takes time and I know that whenever she feels safe and ready, she'll tell me why.

'So when does your flight leave today?' Lauren asked after a long period of silence as we were just finishing our breakfast.

'It leaves at 7 tonight, but we have to leave early in case of traffic, and now we have to drop you off at home too.' I said yawning. I looked at her and saw the confused look on her face.

Lauren's POV

'You know if it's a problem I can just get someone to come get me, you don't have to drop me off at home.' I snapped at him. Shock was plastered over his face as he had never seen or heard me do that before.

'What's the matter Lauren? Of course we would drop ye off at home! Why would you think something else?'

'It didn't sound like you didn't want to. The way you sounded when saying that you had to drop me off first wasn't nice Dan. I can get home myself, it's really no problem.' I said sighing heavily. I guess we were all a bit tired today and not exactly in a good mood.

'Lauren, just stop it! We are gonna drop you off, no need to be such a bitch about it.' I just sat there staring blankly at him. Did he just call me a bitch? 'Laurs, I didn't mean it like that! I'm just not used to you snapping at me like that, I would never say yer a bitch cause yer not, I'm sorry.' Danny pleaded. Not that it helped much. Today is just one of these days for me. I know that the lads are leaving today and it makes me upset. For the first time in so long I've finally been happy, and now it's ending. Mark and Glen won't be around to tease me anymore or crack a few jokes, and Danny won't be there to cheer me up. I know it's just stupid. They have been away from me before, I shouldn't think about it like this. I guess I just need some time to think right now, my mind is just messing with me right now.

'I'm going for a little walk, just up and down the street okay?' I said getting up from the chair.

'Do you want me to come with you? We can talk about it if you want?' Danny asked.