Trust Issues

........I told him that I didn't wanna be in this earth anymore , that I wanted to drift off the earth. My best friend burst into tears just hearing me say those words he hugged me the longest he's ever and we just stood there apologizing for no reason. He asked me why would I leave him on this cruel earth without me he wouldn't be happy , my best friend hugged me and told me it doesnt matter how much I wanted to die he would never let go of being my best friend. My best friend spent most of his time trying to make me happy , but all that made me the happiest was knowing I wasn't losing him anymore and when I told him that he told me I would never Never lose him because we meant to much to each other .

~School Goes By Through The Year~

As the school year ended rapidly we didn't say goodbye we would say see you soon or see you later , because the summer wasn't gonna stop are friend ship . We didn't talk much over summer tho since he went and had to stay with some of his family in mexico but we did see each other a little . So as summer Moved slow I realized how much I missed having funny conversations with my best friend and the dumb things we did together.I really was starting to get sad feels again .