changes...

*BRREEEEEPPPP BRRREEEEP*

UGHH STUPID ALARM CLOCK , STUPID SCHOOL, STUPID LIFE!!! another day of boring me.... oh hey yea the names myers buft , I live in cali and im 16 I go to hulper highschool where all the pretty boys and pretty girls go yea well we arent all pretty because of me im the nerd, yupp.. but my bestfriend Brandon says im beautiful but he doesnt like me like that because hes gay but no one knows but me. So do me a solid and keep that secret

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after 20 minutes I got ready threw my hair up into a ponytail and finished it with an elastic bow then put my glasses on and my outfit which consisted of jeans and a black sweater yea Brandon im reallyyy beautiful -,-

I walked down my curled stairs I loved them so much I helped my mom decide the arrangements for this house we moved here from canada because of my parents divorce

*flashback *

"NO JULISSA NO NO NO NO YOU ARE A WORTHLESS PEICE OF S*** , MARRYING YOU WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE YOU WHORE"  my dads words stung my heart how could he say all this to her ..

before this argument we were at dinner I was 12 and a waiter had came up to our table to take our order when he stared at my mom , my mom was gorgeous and perfect if only I couldve  been like her , had her striking blue eyes her raidiant skin tone , her smile that light up the whole room and her laugh sounded like the most beautifulest sound ive ever heard . instead I got my fathers cold dark eyes....

the waiter had winked at my mother thats when my fathers temper went off he punched the waiter in the face sending him into another couples table , I remembered seeing the blood flowing out from his nose and the screams and gasp  from the others around.

My father the grabbed my mother by the arm I knew what  would  happen  in the car .

my mother screamed my name  for me to follow them , we got to the car and I could my mothers soft cries while my father blamed her for the waiters action saying she lead him on.

I went to go comfort my mother in the passenger seat but suddenly my fathers arm came and pushed me back sending my into the seat my mother yelled at him then she recieved a smack..

later that night my mother stayed in my room and had the door locked as she sobbed, I looked at her wanting her to smile so that I could forget but now what made me more furriated was the scars on her arm and how they would stay there , that night we left that jerk

THAT WAS THE LAST STRAW

*end of flashback*

now I sit here thinking its that  jerks fault im terrified of everything

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hello BEAUTIFULSSS

so this is my first book and im trying

to make it interesting

I know I take  awhile to update im sorry

I love you !!!

                       ~Jasmin♥♥