Today was the day that put me in thoughts and I couldn't concentrate much so I just simply didn't talk much too anyone at school
"See u at school Stephany don't worry"
"Ok"
To be honest I want to leave for a short while probably run away but my friends need me
Stephany needs me after the whole news she gave me that was shocking now I must help her be safe even though I know she can do things
Lately I feel like the group has been splitting up like Selena she sort of disappears sort of like Stephany and when I hang with the group I feel ignored
I don't want to tell my friends this because it's hard besides their happy so I must be happy
Yeah just keep giving them fake smiles I'm sure they won't notice anything
Yeah maybe your right
Authors note: by the way the black writing are the negative thoughts of Alice's trying to make her more sad and unwanted so pretty much like an inner but a bad inner
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Of course I'm right and forget them they don't need u they can simply live by them selves WITHOUT YOU
No you lie there my friends
"Alice come on"
"I'm coming"
"Right ok come on let's go with the group"
"ok Stephany but I'm going to go sit down and listen to my music"
"Ok"
Ha u should just probably run away and die and or even better never show ur face again because look at them their happier with out you right now
Why are u doing this please stop it
....
Ha that's what I thought , then I realized ace was passing by I felt my cheeks sort of red but then he left huh
You think he likes you HA big mistake and don't tell me that u think ur pretty cuz honestly ur not and he probably likes another girl besides u
Shut up leave me alone
No because I know and I suggest u leave right now and forget them
Maybe tomorrow
The rest of the day went by fast and I stayed stuck listening to my inner side until she finally shut up
Lately I haven't been talking and everyone kept asking me if I was ok then I simply smiled and nodded
When I got back home I finished my work and started to start working on my song so I can upload it
Authors note : this song is really mine and i did really make it so please DONT STEAL IT!!.
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"Little girl lost and terrified"(title)
"Yeah everyday feels like she is trapped in the woods yelling for someone to help her but yet there is no hand there for her to reach
Little girl lost and terrified
Crying herself to sleep every night
Wondering when someone is going to reach out to her
She fights everyday but for now she just screams and yells
Wanting love and faith
All her smiles are fake
Turning into the cold heartless beast
No one knows how she feels inside
Little girl lost and terrified ..."
Well that's it for now I think I'm just going to sleep
Wow great song now terrible dreams and get ready for tomorrow because then I don't think ur going to ever wake up hahaha
